daydreamER
Formerly known as fantasycel
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Since i know that I will never do something like that I have successfully (mostly) convinced myself how disgusting it is. For example, kissing. I can't think about kissing anymore without thinking of how disgusting it is that I would have to kiss a girl who probably drinks alcohol, pork, and how disgusting it is that I am ingesting her spit. Another thing: blow jobs. I don't want to experience that because I think about how spit has a smell, and how I would be smelling that while she does it. Sex is also disgusting. If she isn't a virgin, I would be sticking it where many have already stuck theirs, and if she is, I remember that the anus is right next to it and that it is also where she urinates from.
I am completely serious that I can't think of intimacy without being disgusted anymore. The only thing I can think about that is appealing now is cuddling, hugging, holding hands and the like. The more you think about it the more disgusting intimacy and women are. It is a good cope. Just develop the mindset of a 8 year old theory. It's not like my life has changed much from that age.
I am completely serious that I can't think of intimacy without being disgusted anymore. The only thing I can think about that is appealing now is cuddling, hugging, holding hands and the like. The more you think about it the more disgusting intimacy and women are. It is a good cope. Just develop the mindset of a 8 year old theory. It's not like my life has changed much from that age.