Blackpill I have been using my time as a NEET to heal my broken mind

[SuperKanga.Belgrade]

Don't know how long it's gonna take before I feel capable of working again.

Not only is there zero motivation for it, there is nothing I want to work towards.

I feel like I'm stuck, and I can't get out of this. My family resents me for NEETing for so long, it feels like I'm stepping on pins and needles whenever I'm around them.

No matter what I do I upset them, and I just want to be left alone.

I've been a NEET since October of last year. I don't shower or clean my room. I just sit and rot, hoping for death to free me from this existence.

I am the world's biggest loser. There is no one more pathetic then me.

I feel mentally raped. Like I can barely function. Just waking up is hard for me.

I'm 24 years old, and this is how I'm spending my "prime". Fucking brutal infernal hell realm of an existence.

 

[SuperKanga.Belgrade]

Passing time has become a chore for me.

 

[SuperKanga.Belgrade]

Also is @NIGGER BOJANGLES okay? I haven't heard from him in a long time.

 

[poorenglishcel]

 

[sub5chud]

Don't know how long it's gonna take before I feel capable of working again.

Not only is there zero motivation for it, there is nothing I want to work towards.

I feel like I'm stuck, and I can't get out of this. My family resents me for NEETing for so long, it feels like I'm stepping on pins and needles whenever I'm around them.

No matter what I do I upset them, and I just want to be left alone.

I've been a NEET since October of last year. I don't shower or clean my room. I just sit and rot, hoping for death to free me from this existence.

I am the world's biggest loser. There is no one more pathetic then me.

I feel mentally raped. Like I can barely function. Just waking up is hard for me.

I'm 24 years old, and this is how I'm spending my "prime". Fucking brutal infernal hell realm of an existence.

Damn sorry about that man

 

[SubhumanGamer]

I'm 24 years

Jover

 

[NEB.feelsdevil]

I don't shower or clean my room

 

[NEB.feelsdevil]

Also is @NIGGER BOJANGLES okay? I haven't heard from him in a long time.

From what I've noticed, getting temporarily banned really upset him

 

[NEB.feelsdevil]

Don't know how long it's gonna take before I feel capable of working again.

Not only is there zero motivation for it, there is nothing I want to work towards.

Being a neet for around 8 months last year was great for me. I had so much free time and I was playing World of Warcraft 8 hours per day, it was like I was a kid again during the summer holidays.

But a lot of free time also meant that the fact I'm a virgin retard loser had time to sink it, and this is what ultimately destroyed me mentally, and caused me to be the most suicidal I had ever been.

To me, having a job is what grounded me. It made me feel like a human. Honest work, for honest pay.

Of course, being a wageslave in a call center job where you are shouted at and insulted daily has its downsides... but overall, having a job helped me.

I also made my parents proud. I had gotten so bad while beeing a neet, I felt guilty eating the food given by my parents, I felt unworthy. But now I technically earn the most in my family, as my parents have retired and have small pensions. It feels good being able to take care of them after they also took care of my their entire lives.

 

[Fantasea]

Being a neet for around 8 months last year was great for me. I had so much free time and I was playing World of Warcraft 8 hours per day, it was like I was a kid again during the summer holidays.

But a lot of free time also meant that the fact I'm a virgin retard loser had time to sink it, and this is what ultimately destroyed me mentally, and caused me to be the most suicidal I had ever been.

To me, having a job is what grounded me. It made me feel like a human. Honest work, for honest pay.

Of course, being a wageslave in a call center job where you are shouted at and insulted daily has its downsides... but overall, having a job helped me.

I also made my parents proud. I had gotten so bad while beeing a neet, I felt guilty eating the food given by my parents, I felt unworthy. But now I technically earn the most in my family, as my parents have retired and have small pensions. It feels good being able to take care of them after they also took care of my their entire lives.

wholesome . agreed tho I've always been happiest when wagecucking.

 

[NEB.feelsdevil]

wholesome

 

[SuperKanga.Belgrade]

Damn sorry about that man

It's all good brother, thank you for reading.

 

[SuperKanga.Belgrade]

Jover

pretty much

 

[SuperKanga.Belgrade]

From what I've noticed, getting temporarily banned really upset him

I miss him

 

[SuperKanga.Belgrade]

Being a neet for around 8 months last year was great for me. I had so much free time and I was playing World of Warcraft 8 hours per day, it was like I was a kid again during the summer holidays.

But a lot of free time also meant that the fact I'm a virgin retard loser had time to sink it, and this is what ultimately destroyed me mentally, and caused me to be the most suicidal I had ever been.

To me, having a job is what grounded me. It made me feel like a human. Honest work, for honest pay.

Of course, being a wageslave in a call center job where you are shouted at and insulted daily has its downsides... but overall, having a job helped me.

I also made my parents proud. I had gotten so bad while beeing a neet, I felt guilty eating the food given by my parents, I felt unworthy. But now I technically earn the most in my family, as my parents have retired and have small pensions. It feels good being able to take care of them after they also took care of my their entire lives.

That's very wholesome bhai

 

[X.9]

Also is @NIGGER BOJANGLES okay?

I hope so