Usually most of the stuff he says and the nicknames he gives me, I chalk them down as just jokes in poor taste and nothing more. However, after being recently blackpilled about the normie nature, I have a feeling that there is something more deeper than him joking around.
Some of the nicknames he gives me are "limp dick", "guinea pig", "fatty", "fappy", etc. I normally don't get easily offended, when I heard those for the first time I thought it was funny. But after a couple of years (maybe around 6-7 years) it started to get tiring and obnoxious. To counter some of his shit nicknames, I usually just call him "old geezer" to play along with the shit talking. He doesn't like that. Ironically he takes offense to that. He cries to my mother that "muh my son knows no respect" even though he called me some of those nicknames not 10 seconds ago. Again, I didn't care that much about it, but after the BP I've started to connect the dots. When I call it out on him, he uses the cliche line that I think most of you heard from other normfags, the good old "it's just a joke, bro".
Or when he's not joking and he's having a serious conversation with me about certain topics, he talks rudely and cuts me whenever gets the chance. And if I go deeper on the topic we're discussing about, he tries to immediately end it, saying that I bore him or some shit like that.
I suspect he sees me as a failure because I am a crippled neetcel. He failed in life so he thought that he could have a son that would succeed where he had failed. And now that he realizes I am just as much of a failure as him, if not even more of a fuck up. I got no job, no girl and no social group (i have a couple of friends, but I could hardly consider them friends since they barely contact me). And now that reality crushed his dream, he takes it out on me through either derogative nicknames or if he's not in the mood, just being a disrespectful asshole that chimps out at every turn. He even jokes that my job should be a porn video chatter. He says "there are freaks out there that have a fetish for cripples and could find you sexy". Wtf
I could be "schizophrenic" about it, but after being BPed about normies and looking at my father's behavior, I am not so sure.
Some of the nicknames he gives me are "limp dick", "guinea pig", "fatty", "fappy", etc. I normally don't get easily offended, when I heard those for the first time I thought it was funny. But after a couple of years (maybe around 6-7 years) it started to get tiring and obnoxious. To counter some of his shit nicknames, I usually just call him "old geezer" to play along with the shit talking. He doesn't like that. Ironically he takes offense to that. He cries to my mother that "muh my son knows no respect" even though he called me some of those nicknames not 10 seconds ago. Again, I didn't care that much about it, but after the BP I've started to connect the dots. When I call it out on him, he uses the cliche line that I think most of you heard from other normfags, the good old "it's just a joke, bro".
Or when he's not joking and he's having a serious conversation with me about certain topics, he talks rudely and cuts me whenever gets the chance. And if I go deeper on the topic we're discussing about, he tries to immediately end it, saying that I bore him or some shit like that.
I suspect he sees me as a failure because I am a crippled neetcel. He failed in life so he thought that he could have a son that would succeed where he had failed. And now that he realizes I am just as much of a failure as him, if not even more of a fuck up. I got no job, no girl and no social group (i have a couple of friends, but I could hardly consider them friends since they barely contact me). And now that reality crushed his dream, he takes it out on me through either derogative nicknames or if he's not in the mood, just being a disrespectful asshole that chimps out at every turn. He even jokes that my job should be a porn video chatter. He says "there are freaks out there that have a fetish for cripples and could find you sexy". Wtf
I could be "schizophrenic" about it, but after being BPed about normies and looking at my father's behavior, I am not so sure.
