Deep.Nest
El Violador
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Nearly every lunch period I had in high school was spent alone either in the library or in my car. It was too embarrassing to eat alone in the main lunch room and it was vulnerable too since random people would sometimes come up to me just to make me the butt of their joke. At least people can't be shitty to me if I'm in the library or my car.
I was invisible in a sense that nobody ever interacted with me, included me, or acknowledged my existence, but still visible enough for people to target me. People DID see me, but not as a person, rather an easy vessel to pick on and feel superior to.
Being in my car was especially terrible since I got to see everyone else with all their friends drive off campus. It was a constant reminder of what I'll never have. I honestly preferred class because at least there's something else going on and nobody would question why I'm there.
I left high school with zero friends. I have not spoken to anyone from my high school since my graduation, not even online. This life fucking sucks.
I was invisible in a sense that nobody ever interacted with me, included me, or acknowledged my existence, but still visible enough for people to target me. People DID see me, but not as a person, rather an easy vessel to pick on and feel superior to.
Being in my car was especially terrible since I got to see everyone else with all their friends drive off campus. It was a constant reminder of what I'll never have. I honestly preferred class because at least there's something else going on and nobody would question why I'm there.
I left high school with zero friends. I have not spoken to anyone from my high school since my graduation, not even online. This life fucking sucks.