I'm a cuck in denial. Just the other day when I was taking my dog for a quick walk he stopped to play with another dog with a female owner. He usually doesn't get along with other dogs, but this dog is one of the few exceptions. I'd met this girl before a few months back and she seemed kind. She laughed at how silly our dogs looked when they played. My dog is a fucking weirdo too. Needless to say I almost fell in love with her and we only exchanged a few words, you know the usual ''what breed?" etc. I made a joke or two and she kind of laughed and joked a bit and then we parted ways.
Now keep in mind this was the only verbal exchange I've had with a female in years and she said hi first. That never happens to me. Women never say hi to me first.
This time, though I actually wanted to get away from her and be on my way, but my dog just wouldn't listen so I stopped and let him play while keeping my distance from the girl. The reason I wanted to avoid her is because she was somewhat kind to me before. I didn't want to fall in love like a cuck. I have no chance with her.
She's also my type. Mousy face, petite and thin. Obviously completely out of my league, even though she's not Stacy, more like 6/10, still completely unattainable for me.
After a minute or two of awkward silence I urged my dog to go, but he wouldn't listen. I decided fuck it and made a remark on how silly they look and they did look silly. My dog has a very unusual behavior, especially when playing. She laughed and agreed. We exchanged a few words and she left. She also said bye as I was turning my back. I again almost fell in love with her, but I managed to wake up from my delusion quickly.
It was just a normal exchange between two dog owners, but for me, at least for that little while it was so much more.