True that my nigga. I was a libertarian (17-19?) for a while but I started to feel like a hypocrite since I knew where I stood socially and knew that I needed a safety net (extreme discrimination, mental anguish from incellife and horrible treatment by society). In other words, I became a pre-SJW progressive and believed that there was serious discrimination and hardship in the world (at the time I believed it was all mental illness, not realizing the FULL importance of foidian contact on one's psyche). So since I was on government health care I decided to be very liberal. I also looked to Sweden and Scandinavia as a paradise, where they shipped in prisoners because they had so much room (this is way before immigrant crisis).
During PUA years (starting at 26) I switched back to economic conservative when I learned about conditioning and just how shitty human nature was. I saw 100% that people just took advantage of any form of kindness or giving on behalf of the government or people.
During PUA years I became financially successful and was asked to do a ton of illegal shit by my company, they started stealing from me when I pushed it aside, etc. I saw all companies were like this. I saw other stuff that fucked w/ my head and started investigating feminism to try to face it and overcome my rage at it (I was into meditation and acceptance - still am I guess). Got into Sargon of Akkad (I already knew about the historical figure at the time, thought it was a fucking weird-ass name). Saw some conspiracy shit in the sidebar that was like, wtf? The clinton body count? Lolita express?
I started to realize by body language that all adult males were super, super, super attracted to jailbait foids, and I could just tell that the government had created a system where none of us could get it, but all the politicians were probably fucking them like crazy. So then I saw a video showing how the Orlando shooter was an actor, had been in documentaries including a pro-gay movie in afghanistan (he played a cross dresser in it, supposedly shot up a gay club for hating fags), and that his dad had ties to the CIA and was a candidate for president of afghanistan. Anyways, the rest was history (the evidence became way more compelling), full conspiracy mode, fuck the world. How can I even decide what kind of political system should exist if I don't even know what humans would be like if they were free to begin with? I think almost all violent crimes/statistics are a hoax and that we could probably even live without any laws (DEFINITELY if the NPCs were gone). People seem pretty terrified of actually getting into fights to me.
