[Whitepill] I hate the fact I was born a hapa

[Animecel2D]

I am a product of the most degenerate racemixing, the product of a loveless betabuxx marriage, the product of a narcissistic, abusive father and a vain and selfish mother. There is a unique kind of isolation I have always felt in my life, the acute feeling that I didn’t fit in anywhere, in any group, in any race. I have always been the outsider, the foreigner, the alien. I will always be part of the out group, always without a proper sense of identity and there is nothing I can do to change this

I really wonder what the hell my parents expected when they conceived me while they were pretty much exactly like this couple below

The kid in this pic is a female apparently but just think of how much of a truecel he’d be if he was born a male like me. Sexhavers are just so braindead retarded and selfish, thinking nothing about the consequences of their actions

 

[AutistSupremacist]

May I ask what specific groups you are mixed with?

 

[Lurker1488]

This why racemixxing is disgusting, sorry for you bro do you didn’t deserve this

 

[Neucher The Kanga]

Parents are usually to blame

 

[Aegon Targaryen]

88 year old Joe after impregnating 22 year old Xiona

 

[Animecel2D]

May I ask what specific groups you are mixed with?

dad was australian (originally from germany) and mum was filipino. Similar to the pic in my thread but that guy is british or something

 

[Animecel2D]

sorry for you bro do you didn’t deserve this

thanks

I really didnt

 

[Lurker1488]

thanks

I really didnt

None of us deserved this, I could have been at least a normie

 

[CEO of Simps]

filipino

 

[Animecel2D]

 

[joocel52]

Remember this is none of your fault man, normies are stupid and evil, and you do not deserve the shit you get due to being an HAPA

 

[anandkonda]

you shouldn't have gone through all this. But how is this whitepill?

 

[Aegon Targaryen]

originally from germany

How'd he get to Australia?

 

[Animecel2D]

Remember this is none of your fault man, normies are stupid and evil, and you do not deserve the shit you get due to being an HAPA

thanks man

im well aware none of this is my fault, i was certainly not responsible for my parents dumb fuck decisions but i just wish things were different, wish i didnt have to suffer as a result of their selfish actions

 

[Animecel2D]

How'd he get to Australia?

He migrated here decades ago

 

[Aegon Targaryen]

He migrated here decades ago

When migrating to a monster infested island is a better alternative than staying in Germany

 

[Animecel2D]

you should have gone through all this But how is this whitepill?

every single one of my threads are a giga nuclear whitepill, you just need to shift perspectives to find it

 

[anandkonda]

every single one of my threads are a giga nuclear whitepill, you just need to shift perspectives to find it

 

[joocel52]

thanks man

im well aware none of this is my fault, i was certainly not responsible for my parents dumb fuck decisions but i just wish things were different, wish i didnt have to suffer as a result of their selfish actions

That much i understand brothER. Life is life, we are only in this hell for a few decades. I hope they wont be that bad for you
But yea its sad that parents dgaf abiut how their childrens life gonna turn out

 

[A.M.KANGA]

This why racemixxing is disgusting, sorry for you bro do you didn’t deserve this

 

[Animecel2D]

That much i understand brothER. Life is life, we are only in this hell for a few decades. I hope they wont be that bad for you
But yea its sad that parents dgaf abiut how their childrens life gonna turn out

I was so unlucky even getting born too. My mum miscarried the first child she had with my dad, most likely because his sperm was so fucking old already, yet they STILL decided to try again to have another child and that ended up being me. Why didnt they give it up the first time ffs

 

[joocel52]

I was so unlucky even getting born too. My mum miscarried the first child she had with my dad, most likely because his sperm was so fucking old already, yet they STILL decided to try again to have another child and that ended up being me. Why didnt they give it up the first time ffs

I often also wish to have never been born, and again with your circunstances its especielly brutal mang are your parents shit beyoned their intial decision to create you doe? It sounds like yes

 

[Animecel2D]

I often also wish to have never been born, and again with your circunstances its especielly brutal mang are your parents shit beyoned their intial decision to create you doe? It sounds like yes

Yep they were both utter shit. My upbringing was especially painful, dad would belt me often for the smallest of mistakes, mum too would hit me if I did poorly when studying. All they did was argue and scream at each other while I shut myself in my room and try to block off all the noise with hands on my ears

 

[joocel52]

Yep they were both utter shit. My upbringing was especially painful, dad would belt me often for the smallest of mistakes, mum too would hit me if I did poorly when studying. All they did was argue and scream at each other while I shut myself in my room and try to block off all the noise with hands on my ears

that is geniunely terrible man. i assume this is common with that kind of couples, i am so sorry. geniunely painful for me to read.
hopefully you have more freedom from them now

 

[Balding Subhuman]

I agree that racemixing is for short sighted people. They don't think what life will be like for their kids.

It may have turned better for 2Dcel if his parents would have decided to stay in her mothers homecountry. Maybe the white admixture could have carried you to a status of 'at least partially white' and thus made him more desirable to local foiderinos.

 

[Animecel2D]

Maybe the white admixture could have carried you to a status of 'at least partially white' and thus made him more desirable to local foiderinos.

You have a point, hapas are supposedly looked at more positively in the phillipines because of what you said but I guess I don’t look even partially white enough for this to work because from the few times I have visited my extended family there I received no such positive treatment nor increase in my desirability with the foids there. I am either way too fucking ugly for them, hypergamy has also gone out of control there, or perhaps a mix of both

 

[Lust]

sry to hear that brocel.

I also don't get accepted by either race, trying to look more white (sun screen, vitamin C, doing my eyebrows and stuff) has helped me surprisingly a lot, like people being surprised that im mixed now .But it's already too late, the damage is already done and I don't fit in culturally either because my dad was weird and my mom a neglegctful narcissist

 

[Animecel2D]

sry to hear that brocel.

I also don't get accepted by either race, trying to look more white (sun screen, vitamin C, doing my eyebrows and stuff) has helped me surprisingly a lot, like people being surprised that im mixed now .But it's already too late, the damage is already done and I don't fit in culturally either because my dad was weird and my mom a neglegctful narcissist

are you a hapa as well?

 

[Lust]

are you a hapa as well?

no im half turk, you remember me Lolimancer?

 

[Animecel2D]

no im half turk, you remember me Lolimancer?

Ohh you’re lolimancer? Yeah man I still remember you, damn I thought you were gone for good tbh

 

[HotDogCel]

As a half morocan I know this feeling of being the stranger among each groups, but I also feel like all this would be irrelevant if I was good looking.

 

[anandkonda]

no im half turk, you remember me Lolimancer?

Aren't Turks white too?

 

[Lust]

Ohh you’re lolimancer? Yeah man I still remember you, damn I thought you were gone for good tbh

nah i've been chilling neets.net
tbh this site seems pretty boring now, not sure if that's just my perception

 

[Animecel2D]

but I also feel like all this would be irrelevant if I was good looking.

You’re not wrong, there are definitely good looking hapas out there who succeed but in my circumstances I believe it’d be basically impossible for anything good to come out of being born to my parents. There was just no way I was going to grow up as anything other than a dirt ugly racially ambiguous manlet mutt

 

[Animecel2D]

nah i've been chilling neets.net
tbh this site seems pretty boring now, not sure if that's just my perception

I have gotten bored of this site too tbh. Still am, ngl

I tried completely ditching this forum last year, tried to move on and focus full time on coping on my own but I couldn’t do it and now I’m rotting here 24/7 again

 

[Lust]

Aren't Turks white too?

there is still a noticeable difference next to tall blonde ayrans and just a little amount of sun tans me so bad that i go from white emo to brown arab

 

[Lust]

I have gotten bored of this site too tbh. Still am, ngl

I tried completely ditching this forum last year, tried to move on and focus full time on coping on my own but I couldn’t do it and now I’m rotting here 24/7 again

brutal, deleting your account would probably do it but you would be much more attached to it xd

I will never have enough posts to gain access to the sewers so im probably gonna stop logging in soon

 

[Animecel2D]

brutal, deleting your account would probably do it but you would be much more attached to it xd

Yeah that was my first thought when I was planning to leave, but I just couldn’t do it, i physically could not bring myself to click on that option. It’s a tendency of mine to get attached to random shit like the glasses I use everyday to drink, for this account that attachment is turned up hundredfold

I will never have enough posts to gain access to the sewers so im probably gonna stop logging in soon

brutal

old sewer gang is truly dead and gone now