I hate myself and I want to die. Don't be like me.

[Deleted member 36931]

Late 30s and I don't think I want to do this much longer. I have failed at everything I have ever tried to do. Every dream I ever had is buried. I have such utter and complete contempt and hated for all of humanity. But most of all I hate myself for the miserable, lonely loser that I am.

To all the guys in here in you early 20s - I know life is brutally unfair. I know you feel the world is against you, and it is.

But do everything you can to change that. Try something. Find someone. The worst that could happen is you end up like me.

 

[thevenon]

Late 30s and I don't think I want to do this much longer. I have failed at everything I have ever tried to do. Every dream I ever had is buried. I have such utter and complete contempt and hated for all of humanity. But most of all I hate myself for the miserable, lonely loser that I am.

To all the guys in here in you early 20s - I know life is brutally unfair. I know you feel the world is against you, and it is.

But do everything you can to change that. Try something. Find someone. The worst that could happen is you end up like me.

based

 

[I want to believe]

Dude, I'm gonna become you!

 

[Deleted member 36465]

God-tier willpower to make it to late 30s tbh.

 

[Zer0/∞]

based

WTF is wrong with you with spamming this everywhere?

 

[Cope_Time]

But do everything you can to change that. Try something. Find someone. The worst that could happen is you end up like me.

It's not easy man

God-tier willpower to make it to late 30s tbh.

tbh, it must be hard.

 

[Permafrost]

Tell us, what happened? Where did it all go wrong?

 

[Zer0/∞]

Tell us, what happened? Where did it all go wrong?

Yeah, I want to read more from you since you're about twice my age and survived to your thirties.

 

[thevenon]

WTF is wrong with you with spamming this everywhere?

it is my signature and an expression of my mind set

 

[PersonaPimp]

What YOU did in your 20's?

 

[rope2cope]

blackpilled again

 

[Deleted member 36931]

More like, what did you do?

I imbibed all the narratives I see repeated endlessly on sites like this one, because they mirrored many of my own experiences. I grew angry and bitter. I lost my trust in people and learned to see the worst in them. My disdain for others, especially women, grew until I pushed everyone away - even those few people who wanted me in their life. The few times I attempted to venture out, realizing I was creating a miserable condition for myself, the hate and misery I had been cultivating for so long became a palpable wall of trust issues, defensiveness and spite, put up against anyone who tried to get to know me.

Needless to say, I've been alone and lonely for a very long time.

The sickening part is, most of here aren't wrong. The world today is full of misery and degeneracy and growing worse by the year. Misandry is institutionalized, women are encouraged to be depraved, irresponsible whores and we all know who is ultimately responsible for infesting our societies with these ideas and narratives.

Ultimately, maybe we're all fucked, and maybe we aren't.

Either way, I know I've squandered the best years of my life focusing on everything that's wrong with the world instead of trying to improve what little I could about myself.

 

[Deleted member 2059]

Thank you, but for some of us, it is truly over. There was times in the past it could have been different, if my life took different path (early surgical intervention), but life turned out how it turned out. and now i am a deformed monster.

 

[FuRed]

Nobody should be a virgin at 30, that's why escorts are here

 

[Deleted member 36931]

It's too late. Don't be like me.

 

[Antisocialloner]

I'm incredibly lonely too. The pressure is mounting and it feels like I'm suffocating in despair. Kinda scary ngl

 

[LDARbeforeROPE]

Late 30s and I don't think I want to do this much longer. I have failed at everything I have ever tried to do. Every dream I ever had is buried. I have such utter and complete contempt and hated for all of humanity. But most of all I hate myself for the miserable, lonely loser that I am.

To all the guys in here in you early 20s - I know life is brutally unfair. I know you feel the world is against you, and it is.

But do everything you can to change that. Try something. Find someone. The worst that could happen is you end up like me.

Not trying to be offense or saying you should but why havent you roped yet? Im probably gonna go down the same path and rope so i would like to know

 

[FuRed]

View: https://youtu.be/sXhvCtqmhBs

 

[LeonTheSilent]

24 here.
I kown i´ll be alone. Used escort to not stay virgin. To deal with my emotions i simply gave up all ambition and hope. Porn just dont work for me anymore and i dont really like the ideia of giving foids money for sex (and games barely do get me on mood). But doing gym really saves my mind and it is something i recomend because it helps to control the anger.



View: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aGSKrC7dGcY

 

[NorthernWind]

Do you still have some hope?

 

[senses fail]

i've lost all energy to even try to care anymore. lol just give up. Too much of a bitch to do it myself so im hanging on hoping the world goes to shit before i go

 

[Speed]

Amazing (De)motivational speech.

I've lost all willpower to do anything myself. Been thinking about hanging myself a lot recently. Might as well speed up the dying process.

 

[Deleted member 35110]

don't hate yourself
accept your inner subhumanity and channel your hate to more ERrr. productive things

 

[Izayacel]

i've lost all energy to even try to care anymore. lol just give up. Too much of a bitch to do it myself so im hanging on hoping the world goes to shit before i go

It should Got to Shit in 3-7 years

There Just Has to be a Major Trigger / outrage

 

[Deleted member 36931]

Not trying to be offense or saying you should but why havent you roped yet?

I don't know... I've thought about it consistently for the past +10 years, but I think It would destroy my parents and kill them as well...

Do you still have some hope?

Not for me. But I'm hoping for the collapse that is coming. Economic collapse, demographic/social collapse, the collapse of law and order, all of these will leave the entire west in a state of confusion and despair. And maybe for the first time, this entire generation will feel a sense of hopelessness about the future.

Maybe that's what I live for now - I want to see Weimerica collapse completely. I want to see the world burn before I go.

 

[NorthernWind]

I don't know... I've thought about it consistently for the past +10 years, but I think It would destroy my parents and kill them as well...


Not for me. But I'm hoping for the collapse that is coming. Economic collapse, demographic/social collapse, the collapse of law and order, all of these will leave the entire west in a state of confusion and despair. And maybe for the first time, this entire generation will feel a sense of hopelessness about the future.

Maybe that's what I live for now - I want to see Weimerica collapse completely. I want to see the world burn before I go.

Do you live alone or with your parents?

 

[Deleted member 36931]

Do you live alone or with your parents?

I live alone and have since I was 19.

 

[PersonaPimp]

More like, what did you do? Though I think that's what you meant. This is something I am curious about as well OP.

Yeah

It's over for brazilian brainletcels

 

[Deleted member 36776]

Not trying to be offense or saying you should but why havent you roped yet? Im probably gonna go down the same path and rope so i would like to know

Because you have to take into account that your body will change with the advancing years. Past 30, the desperate potency of desire for females kind of cools down though not the desire for social connection.

 

[senses fail]

It should Got to Shit in 3-7 years

There Just Has to be a Major Trigger / outrage

yeah thats what I feel too. I think 3-5 years to see nations starting to fail 7-10 to see a full on societal collapse. I hope I'm no mayan witch doctor but with the way things are accelerating I just hope its the former.

I mean, no empire has stood forever, so it *is* only inevitable for the fall. The mass unrest and distrust for one another right now in the world is at an all time high. The united states is feeling pretty divided lately

 

[Izayacel]

yeah thats what I feel too. I think 3-5 years to see nations starting to fail 7-10 to see a full on societal collapse. I hope I'm no mayan witch doctor but with the way things are accelerating I just hope its the former.

I mean, no empire has stood forever, so it *is* only inevitable for the fall. The mass unrest and distrust for one another right now in the world is at an all time high. The united states is feeling pretty divided lately

Man become more sex deprived

Realization of a Gynocentric / Superficial Environment , where Woman are clearly favoured and their standarts prioritised

A Rat Race / Hierarchy that you cant climb , peoples jealousy for the upper class ,/ Elite , is skyhigh

Man Realising their worthless ( cant meet standarts / poor ) what Results in internal Rage and or Conflict

And covid Is the icing on the cake


The Lower people Like US , with no say in this world , litteraly cant wait Till Shit Hits the Fan .

 

[senses fail]

A Rat Race / Hierarchy that you cant climb , peoples jealousy for the upper class ,/ Elite , is skyhigh

Everything you said is true and its happening at an alarming rate but also, to touch on this point about the ultra rich. Not only are there the fools who are envious of them there are the millions upon millions who abhor them. I can't wait for the day someone's finger slips on the trigger of a cheeky stinger missile targeted at Jeff Bezos' helicopter.

 

[Ehwhatever]

Too late I'm already like you, albeit younger. Younger guys need to seriously listen to your advice before it's too late to change course. I can relate to pretty much everything you've said especially about driving others away with anger and bitterness. It's a hard cycle to break though without some positive reinforcement or a support network. Depression can be quite insidious and will consume your whole life if it's left to fester

 

[Remaincel]

I couldn't live to 30

 

[Izayacel]

Everything you said is true and its happening at an alarming rate but also, to touch on this point about the ultra rich. Not only are there the fools who are envious of them there are the millions upon millions who abhor them. I can't wait for the day someone's finger slips on the trigger of a cheeky stinger missile targeted at Jeff Bezos' helicopter.

More Like Jeff bezos facility / Home

But yea lets wait and see

 

[Julaybib]

look into islam

 

[Deleted member 27768]

Mashallah