I can't stand those people. I can never forgive them for the pain they've caused me.
This morning, I was sleeping, and my mother thought I was on the computer. She doesn’t like me using it, so she rushed to the computer room, yelling in anger. But I wasn't there; I was in my bedroom asleep. I heard her screaming, and it made me realize her true nature. It feels like a lie that we have a bond that will last a lifetime. I trusted her, and now I see how she really is.
Later, she came to my room to wish me a Merry Christmas, but I ignored her fake smiles and calm voice because I remembered her anger. She quickly realized that I was ignoring her and said, “You have to take responsibility and take care of your mom from now on.”
In my mind, I thought, “What the hell? After all the abuse and pain I've endured from you, you expect me to forget it all and take care of you? No way. You are dead to me. I hate you. I HATE YOU. YOU ARE NOT MY MOTHER. YOU DID THIS TO ME AND TURNED ME AGAINST YOU.”
This morning, I was sleeping, and my mother thought I was on the computer. She doesn’t like me using it, so she rushed to the computer room, yelling in anger. But I wasn't there; I was in my bedroom asleep. I heard her screaming, and it made me realize her true nature. It feels like a lie that we have a bond that will last a lifetime. I trusted her, and now I see how she really is.
Later, she came to my room to wish me a Merry Christmas, but I ignored her fake smiles and calm voice because I remembered her anger. She quickly realized that I was ignoring her and said, “You have to take responsibility and take care of your mom from now on.”
In my mind, I thought, “What the hell? After all the abuse and pain I've endured from you, you expect me to forget it all and take care of you? No way. You are dead to me. I hate you. I HATE YOU. YOU ARE NOT MY MOTHER. YOU DID THIS TO ME AND TURNED ME AGAINST YOU.”
