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Ryo_Hazuki
Original recipe mod from the Serge regime.
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>wake up after a poor nights sleep
>look at clock
>realize I need to get ready for work
>scramble to shower, shave, get dressed, so I can get to work on time
>Work an 8 hour shift with neurotic micromanager and zoomer coworkers I have nothing in common with
>Brain is constantly on FIGHT OR FLIGHT mode
>Cortisol is still pumping through my veins even after the shift is over
>Spend rest of day doing basic shit that needs to get done (buying groceries, cooking, dishes, etc. etc.) all while dreading the next work day
>Too mentally exhausted to play video games or watch anything during free time (and the whole "dreading the next work day" thing is too much of a buzzkill to enjoy anything)
>Try to go to bed
>Keep tossing and turning for 2 hours before finally falling asleep
>Wake up multiple times to look at the clock and get stressed out about not getting enough sleep
Rinse and repeat.
I hate my life.
In b4 "get a better job". Any job I'm qualified for is going to be more or less like this. I'm very low IQ and have no talents to speak of. Any "just do X bro" advice you can give is either just as bad or simply not an option for me. If I were capable of doing better, I would. It's certainly not laziness holding me back, this job is stressful as fuck.
>look at clock
>realize I need to get ready for work
>scramble to shower, shave, get dressed, so I can get to work on time
>Work an 8 hour shift with neurotic micromanager and zoomer coworkers I have nothing in common with
>Brain is constantly on FIGHT OR FLIGHT mode
>Cortisol is still pumping through my veins even after the shift is over
>Spend rest of day doing basic shit that needs to get done (buying groceries, cooking, dishes, etc. etc.) all while dreading the next work day
>Too mentally exhausted to play video games or watch anything during free time (and the whole "dreading the next work day" thing is too much of a buzzkill to enjoy anything)
>Try to go to bed
>Keep tossing and turning for 2 hours before finally falling asleep
>Wake up multiple times to look at the clock and get stressed out about not getting enough sleep
Rinse and repeat.
I hate my life.
In b4 "get a better job". Any job I'm qualified for is going to be more or less like this. I'm very low IQ and have no talents to speak of. Any "just do X bro" advice you can give is either just as bad or simply not an option for me. If I were capable of doing better, I would. It's certainly not laziness holding me back, this job is stressful as fuck.
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