RageFuel I hate my family too much to ldar/neetmax.

[Sasukecel]

Some of you have extremely supportive/enabling parents. They let you own a sexdoll, they're ok with you rotting, you can talk to them, etc.

But in my case, I hate my family. My hate alludes beyond that. I hate the people who set me up to go on that FitxFearless livestream, I hate the fact people laughed at that video, I hate my "normie" brother, I hate my Uncle, and I hate my controlling mother.

That's motivation to get a job, because people like to treat me like shit, and use the FitxFearless video as leverage. I argue with my Uncle, who wants me to live life by his bluepilled beliefs, and when I want to do things my way, he's like "How's that working for you?" He rubs it in my face. My Mom rubs it in my face. I see people commonly say "I act white", "I'm quiet", "I'm shy", "I'm nonNT", it's because I have a helicopter controlling single Mother who raises me. I wanted to be masculine, I was redpilled, I watched Hamza and Andrew Tate, and before when I wanted to eat clean, my Uncle would force me to eat the Pizza. When I wanted to try to make money because of Hamza, my Mom told me "What are you looking for money?"

A year ago, I literally didn't want to be a fucking loser and was redpilled, and my Mom and Uncle pushed me back, because they want me to be a loser dependant on them. And now they're justified because they can leverage the FitxFearless video to view me as an incompetent baby.

I want to get the FitxFearless videos legally taken down as soon as I can. I would want to move out and get the fuck away from my family as soon as I can, because I fucking hate them. My life is total fucking shit. Every second I have to live with my family, is a second of despair. So I have to get to a point where I'm not dependant on them, then I won't be their feminine lapdog bitch. I'm 18 and my Mom makes my lunch, she wakes me up in the morning (not out of gestures, but out of control). She wants me to be her little baby, and I'm a fucking retarded faggot for letting that happen. I need to say "Fuck you Mom, I'm making my own lunch", and use my alarm clock to wake myself up. My Uncle wants me to "forget about the Fitxfearless video" whilst simultaneously manipulatively using it as leverage to basically say "You're a stupid pussy who can't do shit. Do exactly what I say because I want to control you."

I fucked up my life astronomically 4 months ago to the point where I'm crazy for not killing myself because I have nothing, but I guess this is me figuring things out as time goes on. I need to become independent, even if I'm not getting accepted for jobs right away (financial independence), I should be resisting my controlling Mom by relying on my Mom less (independance in other areas), waking myself up in the morning, make my own lunch, do my own chores, using Google Calendar to manage my own time so when I do get a job and save money, I can ditch my controlling mother, faggot Uncle and my normie brother, relocate to a different city, rebuild my life there, and use money to take legal action to take down the videos. I bury the videos, I learn independence to say fuck you to my family's bluepilled beliefs and fuck you to my old normie classmates, relocate to a different city and I could build my life there. The more controlled I allow myself to be from my Mom and Uncle, the more feminine and nonNT I'll be.

 

[Sasukecel]

I've thought a lot and the plans I'm making actually make me more NT/less of a faggot. Ugly is easier to fix, just looksmax, nonNT is the big problem. Taking legal action against FitxFearless instead of being a cuck who let him ruin my life scott free, makes me more masculine, because it's a form of resistance and it gives the benefit of burying the video if I succeed in taking the videos down. It shows that I don't accept being a lolcow, and I'm fighting against being a lolcow. I'm going to fight until all of the videos are taken down. "Fitx clowned you." He did, which is why I'm fighting to get all the videos taken down. I don't accept that shit.

If I call the shots and become independent, make every decision based on what I believe in, don't rely on my single Mother who watches Shaniqua tiktoks, don't listen to my faggot uncle telling me bluepilled propaganda, and move to a new city, I don't let myself be enabled, and manage every decision of own life, instead of being a bluepilled cuck then that makes me less of a faggot because the masculine man does what he wants.

I'm not going to fall for blue pilled propaganda of "accept your autism, it's ok to be feminine." Autism is a fucking disease, and if you're an autistic male, you should try to be as not autistic as you possibly can. That's why Hitler killed autistic people, it's a weakness that you should hate. I fucking hate being autistic. I want to be strong. I know women like the dominant Chad who throatfucks them, and not the nice guy dad bod who likes star wars. I don't want to be autistic little TImmy, Mommy can I get that new Minecraft Toy ." I should be more violent, more serious, more aggressive, more strong. I am an ugly fuck, but I should at least be a strong male. It's my fault I let myself get bullied because I was an autistic faggot who didn't try hard enough to be a strong man. Femininity and submissiveness in men, while feminine pretty boy mogs Andrew Tate-copycat in terms of attractive to women, is just jewish propaganda. If you're ugly, and autistic, women would prefer you to be dead. So I'd rather be ugly and strong.

And before I wanted to be a hikikomori, "avoid the public, be present online." That's gay. Hiding from the public and online is also gay. Hiding is being a coward. Public online, public in real life is the new strategy. I will go outside, I will socialmax, I will go to the gym and library and clubs and maybe even the Mosque, because that makes me less autistic and I fucking hate autism, it's fucking disability which makes me disgusting. I don't accept autism at all. The normies want to clown on me, they're actually the crabs in the bucket. They want me to deactivate all of my accounts, never go outside, because they hate me. They don't want to see my ugly face, but I will go outside. I will in the future be public online when I first take down the fitx videos and fix up my real life. I'm not hiding at all, and I'm facing the public, which in turn makes me less autistic and more masculine which is my goal. If I'm constantly hiding, or I only stay inside, then that makes me more autistic and I fucking hate autism, it's a disgusting disease. I want to not even be NT, but I just don't want to be seen as a weak effeminate lolcow. So the fitxfearless videos have to be taken down. So all of the decisions I'm making, doing things my own way, independance, rejecting my Single Mom, taking down the videos, rejecting autism and faggotry, and facing the public which hates me, will "curate a reality" in which I'm most likely to ascend and reach the goals I had.

 

[visioncel]

I've thought a lot and the plans I'm making actually make me more NT/less of a faggot. Ugly is easier to fix, just looksmax, nonNT is the big problem. Taking legal action against FitxFearless instead of being a cuck who let him ruin my life scott free, makes me more masculine, because it's a form of resistance and it gives the benefit of burying the video if I succeed in taking the videos down. It shows that I don't accept being a lolcow, and I'm fighting against being a lolcow. I'm going to fight until all of the videos are taken down. "Fitx clowned you." He did, which is why I'm fighting to get all the videos taken down. I don't accept that shit.

If I call the shots and become independent, make every decision based on what I believe in, don't rely on my single Mother who watches Shaniqua tiktoks, don't listen to my faggot uncle telling me bluepilled propaganda, and move to a new city, I don't let myself be enabled, and manage every decision of own life, instead of being a bluepilled cuck then that makes me less of a faggot because the masculine man does what he wants.

I'm not going to fall for blue pilled propaganda of "accept your autism, it's ok to be feminine." Autism is a fucking disease, and if you're an autistic male, you should try to be as not autistic as you possibly can. That's why Hitler killed autistic people, it's a weakness that you should hate. I fucking hate being autistic. I want to be strong. I know women like the dominant Chad who throatfucks them, and not the nice guy dad bod who likes star wars. I don't want to be autistic little TImmy, Mommy can I get that new Minecraft Toy ." I should be more violent, more serious, more aggressive, more strong. I am an ugly fuck, but I should at least be a strong male. It's my fault I let myself get bullied because I was an autistic faggot who didn't try hard enough to be a strong man. Femininity and submissiveness in men, while feminine pretty boy mogs Andrew Tate-copycat in terms of attractive to women, is just jewish propaganda. If you're ugly, and autistic, women would prefer you to be dead. So I'd rather be ugly and strong.

And before I wanted to be a hikikomori, "avoid the public, be present online." That's gay. Hiding from the public and online is also gay. Hiding is being a coward. Public online, public in real life is the new strategy. I will go outside, I will socialmax, I will go to the gym and library and clubs and maybe even the Mosque, because that makes me less autistic and I fucking hate autism, it's fucking disability which makes me disgusting. I don't accept autism at all. The normies want to clown on me, they're actually the crabs in the bucket. They want me to deactivate all of my accounts, never go outside, because they hate me. They don't want to see my ugly face, but I will go outside. I will in the future be public online when I first take down the fitx videos and fix up my real life. I'm not hiding at all, and I'm facing the public, which in turn makes me less autistic and more masculine which is my goal. If I'm constantly hiding, or I only stay inside, then that makes me more autistic and I fucking hate autism, it's a disgusting disease. I want to not even be NT, but I just don't want to be seen as a weak effeminate lolcow. So the fitxfearless videos have to be taken down. So all of the decisions I'm making, doing things my own way, independance, rejecting my Single Mom, taking down the videos, rejecting autism and faggotry, and facing the public which hates me, will "curate a reality" in which I'm most likely to ascend and reach the goals I had.

Ignoring the videos your family sounds like straight pieces of shit sometimes

 

[XDFLAMEBOY]

fuck you to my old normie classmates

 

[Starfish Vs Koala]

words me

 

[Scatius Deletus]

There's nothing that can be done we lost in every way

 

[XDFLAMEBOY]

Some of you have extremely supportive/enabling parents. They let you own a sexdoll, they're ok with you rotting, you can talk to them, etc.

But in my case, I hate my family. My hate alludes beyond that. I hate the people who set me up to go on that FitxFearless livestream, I hate the fact people laughed at that video, I hate my "normie" brother, I hate my Uncle, and I hate my controlling mother.

That's motivation to get a job, because people like to treat me like shit, and use the FitxFearless video as leverage. I argue with my Uncle, who wants me to live life by his bluepilled beliefs, and when I want to do things my way, he's like "How's that working for you?" He rubs it in my face. My Mom rubs it in my face. I see people commonly say "I act white", "I'm quiet", "I'm shy", "I'm nonNT", it's because I have a helicopter controlling single Mother who raises me. I wanted to be masculine, I was redpilled, I watched Hamza and Andrew Tate, and before when I wanted to eat clean, my Uncle would force me to eat the Pizza. When I wanted to try to make money because of Hamza, my Mom told me "What are you looking for money?"

A year ago, I literally didn't want to be a fucking loser and was redpilled, and my Mom and Uncle pushed me back, because they want me to be a loser dependant on them. And now they're justified because they can leverage the FitxFearless video to view me as an incompetent baby.

I want to get the FitxFearless videos legally taken down as soon as I can. I would want to move out and get the fuck away from my family as soon as I can, because I fucking hate them. My life is total fucking shit. Every second I have to live with my family, is a second of despair. So I have to get to a point where I'm not dependant on them, then I won't be their feminine lapdog bitch. I'm 18 and my Mom makes my lunch, she wakes me up in the morning (not out of gestures, but out of control). She wants me to be her little baby, and I'm a fucking retarded faggot for letting that happen. I need to say "Fuck you Mom, I'm making my own lunch", and use my alarm clock to wake myself up. My Uncle wants me to "forget about the Fitxfearless video" whilst simultaneously manipulatively using it as leverage to basically say "You're a stupid pussy who can't do shit. Do exactly what I say because I want to control you."

I fucked up my life astronomically 4 months ago to the point where I'm crazy for not killing myself because I have nothing, but I guess this is me figuring things out as time goes on. I need to become independent, even if I'm not getting accepted for jobs right away (financial independence), I should be resisting my controlling Mom by relying on my Mom less (independance in other areas), waking myself up in the morning, make my own lunch, do my own chores, using Google Calendar to manage my own time so when I do get a job and save money, I can ditch my controlling mother, faggot Uncle and my normie brother, relocate to a different city, rebuild my life there, and use money to take legal action to take down the videos. I bury the videos, I learn independence to say fuck you to my family's bluepilled beliefs and fuck you to my old normie classmates, relocate to a different city and I could build my life there. The more controlled I allow myself to be from my Mom and Uncle, the more feminine and nonNT I'll be.

I’m in a similar situation as you, except it’s the location where I live not my family, don’t give them too much hate though because you may need them although your mother maybe annoying, but at least you have some love from her. You’ll regret it one day when they die

 

[Sasukecel]

There's nothing that can be done we lost in every way

Take legal action to get videos removed + move to a different city = problem almost fixed irl

 

[XDFLAMEBOY]

Take legal action to get videos removed + move to a different city = problem almost fixed irl

You might need to move to a state or country

 

[psyop]

Many parents/families are like this bro, primarily in ethnic households. Be glad you’ve become aware of it at such a young age and do whatever you have to do to get out cuz these people will never change

 

[Poopless One]

I ldar/neetmax because I hate my family

 

[Sasukecel]

You might need to move to a state or country

That's what I mean by move to a different city (in my Country or another Country). I don't know the specifics, I just need to relocate to a different location away from everyone I previously knew. Maybe I only need to drive 9 hours to a different province. Maybe I need to book a flight to permanently live in a US state or a safer place in the UK.

Take down the videos, and relocate to a different place away from everyone I previously knew. I don't want to run in any of my High School teachers, University Campus, old classmates, my brother's friends, I want to avoid all of those people, so I have to move to a different location, then since the videos are taken down and I don't know anyone there, I can socialmax, approach, go to the gym, not wear a hoodie. I only have to wear a hoodie/walk fast now because there's a risk of running into someone I previously knew. It happens all the time on the bus, I see some person from my High School, smile awkwardly, pretend to be busy then get off the bus.

It's only possible to rebuild my life in a completely different location, and after taking legal action to wipe as much of the FItxFearless videos as I can.

 

[Sasukecel]

I’m in a similar situation as you, except it’s the location where I live not my family, don’t give them too much hate though because you may need them although your mother maybe annoying, but at least you have some love from her. You’ll regret it one day when they die

I don't actually hate them, it's just ragefuel. I hate them sometimes. It's hard for me to genuinely hate people because I'm too feminine-minded/empathetic. My abusive Dad who I didn't see in years, I miss him. I don't even hate FitxFearless, the person who's livecall ruined my life. If I saw FitxFearless in a secluded location, and I had a loaded pistol in my hand, I wouldn't shoot. That's why I'm not sueing for money, exposing, I only want him to take down 4 videos.

The only person I think I genuinely hate, ironically is someone on discord, who said "I was suicidal for attention", and was basically trying to shit on me "You're not welcome here", and even though it's discord nonsense, I think telling a then-suicidal person they were suicidal for attention and trying to exclude them is a despicable thing to do.

When I say "Fuck them, I'll leave and move to a different city", I will learn how to be independent, I will move to a different location, but if they want to call me or ask for something, I'll answer. I need the videos to be taken down, and I need to make sure I'm not enabled into being a "Mommy's boy" if I would want to ascend in the future. It's very hard now, but I need to take down the videos, move to a different location, become independent on myself, looksmax, all to rebuild the life I ruined 4 months ago.

 

[XDFLAMEBOY]

That's what I mean by move to a different city (in my Country or another Country). I don't know the specifics, I just need to relocate to a different location away from everyone I previously knew. Maybe I only need to drive 9 hours to a different province. Maybe I need to book a flight to permanently live in a US state or a safer place in the UK.

Take down the videos, and relocate to a different place away from everyone I previously knew. I don't want to run in any of my High School teachers, University Campus, old classmates, my brother's friends, I want to avoid all of those people, so I have to move to a different location, then since the videos are taken down and I don't know anyone there, I can socialmax, approach, go to the gym, not wear a hoodie. I only have to wear a hoodie/walk fast now because there's a risk of running into someone I previously knew. It happens all the time on the bus, I see some person from my High School, smile awkwardly, pretend to be busy then get off the bus.

It's only possible to rebuild my life in a completely different location, and after taking legal action to wipe as much of the FItxFearless videos as I can.

If you get so famous that another problem could be that even outside the city, people would know you. That is until you’re able to take those videos down

 

[XDFLAMEBOY]

I don't actually hate them, it's just ragefuel. I hate them sometimes. It's hard for me to genuinely hate people because I'm too feminine-minded/empathetic. My abusive Dad who I didn't see in years, I miss him. I don't even hate FitxFearless, the person who's livecall ruined my life. If I saw FitxFearless in a secluded location, and I had a loaded pistol in my hand, I wouldn't shoot. That's why I'm not sueing for money, exposing, I only want him to take down 4 videos.

The only person I think I genuinely hate, ironically is someone on discord, who said "I was suicidal for attention", and was basically trying to shit on me "You're not welcome here", and even though it's discord nonsense, I think telling a then-suicidal person they were suicidal for attention and trying to exclude them is a despicable thing to do.

When I say "Fuck them, I'll leave and move to a different city", I will learn how to be independent, I will move to a different location, but if they want to call me or ask for something, I'll answer. I need the videos to be taken down, and I need to make sure I'm not enabled into being a "Mommy's boy" if I would want to ascend in the future. It's very hard now, but I need to take down the videos, move to a different location, become independent on myself, looksmax, all to rebuild the life I ruined 4 months ago.

That’s actually a good personality trait though. Because if you’re that opposite like too hateful that wouldn’t be good either. But yeah you need a new start