Doug
Everytime i get a gun in my hand it...
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I joined a Boxing gym 2 years ago, i wasnt in there anymore since April last year
I have a fucked up Stamina through Asthma and low test, ive also suffer from high blood pressure which often triggers Panic attacks in me, so i wont even be able to get a testo therapy since it also increases blood pressure.
Im also extremly motivationless and sensitive to Panic attacks
I wish i could Train Boxing and Muay thai 6 Hours a day just like prime tyson
Ive readed a articel in the newspaper of my town, and i saw this Girl who joined the boxing gym a couple of months right after me....
Guess what?...
She had her first fight after just 1 year of Training and she even won
while i still stuck at the Basics of Boxing like a insecure scared lil bitch
My ego just broked after i readed this article…….
Why…….
WHY??????????
I have a fucked up Stamina through Asthma and low test, ive also suffer from high blood pressure which often triggers Panic attacks in me, so i wont even be able to get a testo therapy since it also increases blood pressure.
Im also extremly motivationless and sensitive to Panic attacks
I wish i could Train Boxing and Muay thai 6 Hours a day just like prime tyson
Ive readed a articel in the newspaper of my town, and i saw this Girl who joined the boxing gym a couple of months right after me....
Guess what?...
She had her first fight after just 1 year of Training and she even won
while i still stuck at the Basics of Boxing like a insecure scared lil bitch
My ego just broked after i readed this article…….
Why…….
WHY??????????