Venting I hate how my looks and height ruined my highschool years

[omniyx55]

Everybody says highschool is supposed to be the best years of your life. I remember when i was sitting in math second semester and my teacher said “grade 11 is your best and most fun year” while by that point i was so far into the bp and already tried committing twice. I made an account when i turned 18 but i’ve been lurking on .org and .is since i was 15. Everyday at lunch i would just doomscroll and i hated every second of it i just wanted to go home so i could play videogames and escape from reality. I grinded tf out of those serious rp roblox rostate games because i actually meant something to people there and i actually had control over what i was that wasnt predetermined by my genetics like i was in real life. I fucking hate everything and i fucking hate how foids were back then and i hate even more how they are now. At least now i can see them less. Everytime i see foids anywhere i get enraged like when i play games and i see a female character i start targeting them because i dont want the foids to be happy playing MY cope. Go back to giving chad blowjob and stop interfering with my coping

 

[Grodd]

My looks ruin everything

 

[omniyx55]

My looks ruin everything

looks and height are the only thing that matters (water)

 

[Grodd]

looks and height are the only thing that matters (water)

Water but True

 

[PolskiKartofel]

My looks ruin everything

Same
Being nonNT only amplifies this effect

 

[PureImagination]

It won’t stop at high school Young Padawan

 

[Grodd]

Same
Being nonNT only amplifies this effect

Yeah i'm NonNT aswell as being ugly

 

[omniyx55]

Yeah i'm NonNT aswell as being ugly

I’m somewhat NT cuz i havent rotted here long enough but it doesnt help the most is you can get some male friends but no girls

 

[SrutalBeggs]

Everybody says highschool is supposed to be the best years of your life. I remember when i was sitting in math second semester and my teacher said “grade 11 is your best and most fun year” while by that point i was so far into the bp and already tried committing twice. I made an account when i turned 18 but i’ve been lurking on .org and .is since i was 15. Everyday at lunch i would just doomscroll and i hated every second of it i just wanted to go home so i could play videogames and escape from reality. I grinded tf out of those serious rp roblox rostate games because i actually meant something to people there and i actually had control over what i was that wasnt predetermined by my genetics like i was in real life. I fucking hate everything and i fucking hate how foids were back then and i hate even more how they are now. At least now i can see them less. Everytime i see foids anywhere i get enraged like when i play games and i see a female character i start targeting them because i dont want the foids to be happy playing MY cope. Go back to giving chad blowjob and stop interfering with my coping

I wish I discovered the BP earlier so I would not have embarassed myself so many times.

Maybe if I looksmaxxed that early, I could have ascended. Maybe.

 

[omniyx55]

I wish I discovered the BP earlier so I would not have embarassed myself so many times.

Maybe if I looksmaxxed that early, I could have ascended. Maybe.

At least for me i realized after a few months of bp that softmaxxing wouldnt have saved me so i gave up by the time i was 16

 

[omniyx55]

Yeah it gets worse now i try to distance myself from foids as much as possible.

It won’t stop at high school Young Padawan

 

[AnApparentMyth]

BlackPill is realizing that by the first few moments of your developmental years, if you don't get the attention of Chad. You aren't one. This hits hard because most BP'ers are probably also mentalcels and it genuinely wasn't our fault. I hate these mind games they play.

 

[ThanostheGOAT]

Everybody says highschool is supposed to be the best years of your life. I remember when i was sitting in math second semester and my teacher said “grade 11 is your best and most fun year” while by that point i was so far into the bp and already tried committing twice. I made an account when i turned 18 but i’ve been lurking on .org and .is since i was 15. Everyday at lunch i would just doomscroll and i hated every second of it i just wanted to go home so i could play videogames and escape from reality. I grinded tf out of those serious rp roblox rostate games because i actually meant something to people there and i actually had control over what i was that wasnt predetermined by my genetics like i was in real life. I fucking hate everything and i fucking hate how foids were back then and i hate even more how they are now. At least now i can see them less. Everytime i see foids anywhere i get enraged like when i play games and i see a female character i start targeting them because i dont want the foids to be happy playing MY cope. Go back to giving chad blowjob and stop interfering with my coping

I watched a lot of high school dramas before I went to hs myself and I always thought that’s how my hs life would go, back then I was a retarded bluepiller

 

[BoneHermit666]

Everybody says highschool is supposed to be the best years of your life. I remember when i was sitting in math second semester and my teacher said “grade 11 is your best and most fun year” while by that point i was so far into the bp and already tried committing twice. I made an account when i turned 18 but i’ve been lurking on .org and .is since i was 15. Everyday at lunch i would just doomscroll and i hated every second of it i just wanted to go home so i could play videogames and escape from reality. I grinded tf out of those serious rp roblox rostate games because i actually meant something to people there and i actually had control over what i was that wasnt predetermined by my genetics like i was in real life. I fucking hate everything and i fucking hate how foids were back then and i hate even more how they are now. At least now i can see them less. Everytime i see foids anywhere i get enraged like when i play games and i see a female character i start targeting them because i dont want the foids to be happy playing MY cope. Go back to giving chad blowjob and stop interfering with my coping

we can all relate, have you played Postal 2? please do it.