I hate being an asymmetrical piece of shit. I don't look like a human. I'm not exaggerating at all. I'm literally deformed. 1/10. It makes me sick that people around me without a single fucking exception have beautifully straight teeth, prominent cheekbones, symmetric facies meanwhile I can't even close my mouth properly because of my fucking crooked ass teeth. My face and teeth got fucked up by bad jaw growth during puberty. Can't even afford braces because I'm poor as fuck. Insurance doesn't cover jaw surgery even though I have so many health issues such as sleep apnea. Surgeries are expensive as fuck. Taking pictures is a torture. People stare at me in public. I'm seriously gonna go crazy if it keeps going like this. One of my biggest dreams in life is to see a normal face when I look in the mirror. I don't even care to be a Chad anymore, I just want to see a smooth symmetrical face when I look in that shitty mirror. Not a deformed piece of shit. I don't understand why people like me have to suffer like this while some people live in comfort with their faces. I have always been kind and honest to people when i was a young kid, but it was nothing big in return. I did nothing to deserve this. Nobody cares if you're ugly. Instead of helping you, the people and the government even your parents want you to take a corner and suffer until your inevitable death. People treat you like shit just because of your face. If you have a face, you win, if you don't, you lose. This shitty cycle will always continue.
