My mental health has been deteriorating for years because of loneliness, frustration, depression, sex starvation. Nothing can cure me because my problem is permanent and there's nothing modern medicine can do for me. Docs can't increase my height, change my bone structure, in other words: make me beautiful. Due to my physical flaws, I'm treated like dirt by women. I've been denied the happiness which a lot of normal men have: sex and intimacy with a woman. Society has made it clear that I'm going to be weeded out of the gene pool, and I loathe them for making me suffer. I envy and hate the couples I see walking on the street because I know I will never have what they have. There are times I feel like mutilating my body -- this body which is unloved by all and is home to my tortured soul. I'm one of the loneliest men on the planet. If only I had been beautiful...everything would be different.
