LastGerman
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Today I had a conversation with the manager. It was about my part-time job. It turns out I can/will work 25 hours in a week for 10 Euro per hour. At nightshift I will get even 25% more money. So, at least i will get over 1000 Euro in a month.
That may sounds actually quite good, but one of them ask a question regarding to my situation I explained beforehand (relocation and so on). He asked me if I would change location with my girlfriend. I had to retreat and I told him that I am with my family. He then asked me how old I am. I replied with 24, since this is my actual age.
This was kinda embarassing. It even looked like that for a moment he kinda giggled a bit at it. He is right though. I am a grown up man, years of unemployment and still living with my parents. Also no social circle and of course no female.
I even has been scolded by them. It felt like I am nothing but a child listening to teachers. My situation is truly pathetic.
I will never catch up since this is not even possible. Everyody will develope even further while I will work on myself. And I will get older and older by it.
That may sounds actually quite good, but one of them ask a question regarding to my situation I explained beforehand (relocation and so on). He asked me if I would change location with my girlfriend. I had to retreat and I told him that I am with my family. He then asked me how old I am. I replied with 24, since this is my actual age.
This was kinda embarassing. It even looked like that for a moment he kinda giggled a bit at it. He is right though. I am a grown up man, years of unemployment and still living with my parents. Also no social circle and of course no female.
I even has been scolded by them. It felt like I am nothing but a child listening to teachers. My situation is truly pathetic.
I will never catch up since this is not even possible. Everyody will develope even further while I will work on myself. And I will get older and older by it.