VλREN
Not even trying to hide The emptiness inside
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- Joined
- Oct 17, 2022
- Posts
- 5,169
It’s one of the few places where I can get my social needs meant to a degree, there really is no other place online like .IS. It’s one of the only few sites left with freedom of speech and one of the only places with actual incels, most guys on the YouTube BP spaces are sexhavers and youtube sucks anyway. This site is one of tge few places I feel comfortable at, I’ll sometimes be out in public or working and I’ll think of this site and smile and feel super happy.
But hell most users are invisible on .IS, If you’re not a postermaxer or discord elitists forget it your just a nobody, plus this place makes me hyper focused on inceldom which probably worsens the pain, truth is am obsessed with being a incel it’s a major part of my identity. It’s all I think about 24/7 it wasn’t like this a few years ago during my teen years. I was a huge AF fan and was more concerned with politics so I didn’t really think much about inceldom but now it’s all I know.
Not to mention the obvious, huge amounts of time I waste on here probably frying my brain and motivation, sometimes I’ll feel like complete shit posting on here or I’ll feel fine.
But seeing all the coomposting and porn pfps is frustrating especially since I want to no fap max
Also I notice that the more I time I’ve spend on here the more high inhibit I am in IRL
But hell most users are invisible on .IS, If you’re not a postermaxer or discord elitists forget it your just a nobody, plus this place makes me hyper focused on inceldom which probably worsens the pain, truth is am obsessed with being a incel it’s a major part of my identity. It’s all I think about 24/7 it wasn’t like this a few years ago during my teen years. I was a huge AF fan and was more concerned with politics so I didn’t really think much about inceldom but now it’s all I know.
Not to mention the obvious, huge amounts of time I waste on here probably frying my brain and motivation, sometimes I’ll feel like complete shit posting on here or I’ll feel fine.
But seeing all the coomposting and porn pfps is frustrating especially since I want to no fap max
Also I notice that the more I time I’ve spend on here the more high inhibit I am in IRL