This happened around 6 months ago in january. I had a dream where I had sex with one of my teachers from highschool that i had a crush on, and it was the best dream i ever had. i ascended into her vagina and it really felt like i was having sex. idk if i was lucid dreaming but when i was pounding her cheeks it really felt real. when I was about to finish in the dream i woke up and was cumming in my shorts. i realized it was a dream and i started crying because i really thought i completed my life goal of losing my virginity. I have been severely depressed ever since and sometimes i will fap to the thought of that dream to cope. what should i do? should i escort max? i’m tired of jerking off all the time
