Deleted member 25611
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Last night while in the shower, I started thinking about sex. Teenagers having sex, how when I was that age I never got to have sex, I never got to have a girlfriend like so many other teenagers in the school I went to were having. It felt like I was going to die, as I started hyperventilating and dropped to the floor of the tub to try and calm down. I had to completely clear my mind of all thoughts before I could get up, and I could barley think about anything else for a while afterwards. My head felt like it was swelling, as if I was taking in too much information to handle. But all it was was.. sex. Teenage sex, something at this point, I'll never have. It was the strangest experience of my life so far.