LifeFuel I guess drowning in the blackpill can lead to inner peace, in the end.

[Jerek]

I mean: i'm not good looking and i will never get what i want from a woman (=being desired for my looks with primal lust) so what's the point bothering?

IInstinct are strong so i will always crave the desire of having a woman looking at me and wanting to suck my cock, but there's always a good fap session or an escort if i really need one.

I do not have those moment of clarity often, but i hope that it will happen more consistenly as i get older and more hopeless. Being in my 30's i still have some hope, but i think it will get erased in a couple of decades.

Maybe the key is abandon completely anything that remotely reminds me of all of this, but it's even hard watching movies and playing vidyas with this mentality. Everything is so sexual nowadays.

 

[Babica Yaga]

Respect if u can cope as an oldcel, i'll probably rope by the time i turn 30 if my situation is still the same

 

[UKhapacel]

Respect if u can cope as an oldcel, i'll probably rope by the time i turn 30 if my situation is still the same

eventually, you will become tired I suppose and stop caring enough to rope

 

[frustratedhapa]

eventually, you will become tired I suppose and stop caring enough to rope

That's what happened to me. I hit 30 and I was like meh whatever. I'm apathetic about everything. If someone really knows it's over and wants to prevent themselves from a life of suffering they should kill themselves early on before the apathy kicks in at 30+

 

[dirtykombatcel]

Such a worthless scam of a life this is JFL.

 

[UKhapacel]

That's what happened to me. I hit 30 and I was like meh whatever. I'm apathetic about everything. If someone really knows it's over and wants to prevent themselves from a life of suffering they should kill themselves early on before the apathy kicks in at 30+

do you still work? I wouldn't want to work for a state that denies me access to pussy

 

[tanfeo]

Roping gives inner peace too...Just an idea boyo.

 

[Deleted member 27159]

I really got scammed by life. Idk if I would rope or become conpletely apathetic when I reach 30

 

[NuclearCel]

Rope is always on my mind. It is truly a fascinating concept.

 

[mgtow]

what is this 30? some kind of magic number?

You can rope if you think(as opposed to feel) breathing is pointless(intellectual) or painful(your biology).

Or sit somewhere in a quiet place with all idea of the 'self' denied and watch the world as an amusement.

 

[based_meme]

When your biological imperative cannot be fulfilled you must construct additional pylons find a new raison d'être.