Man that's relatable as hell i dont think i could do a voicecall interview to be honest(im too much of an autist IRL i dont think i could manage the stress). i remember a lot of times when friends told me how easy was to pass certain interviews and going and then getting destroyed or just not even getting an interview at all. i remember one time that i did an "internship" in an accounting firm where me and a friend went there at separate times. i remember there was a thing we had to do and i clearly had no idea how to do it, my friend didnt either so he told me how when they asked him to do that task, he just said he didnt remember how to do it(we were supposed to learn it in HS lmao) so they just laughted along with him and told him how to do it.
So i did the same thing and said the same sentence as him when asked to do that thing, welp. it didnt go as i expected as they got stern and told me how could i forget to do a super important thing like that one, they told me how to do it too but thinking back about it that certainly was a blackpilling moment(my friend in question is a chadlite)
But yeah i also believe in luck, there's no way to explain my life if not. there were hundreds of times that i wanted to do stuff and even the most minuscule thing ends up being a dissaster, from getting jobs to interactions, you name it. luck is something a lot of incel lack in genetics, but there's also some who also didnt have luck in other aspects of life. the only "luck" that i have is that i didnt need to work to get food and i can live with certain copes that other people dont have, but comparing myself to the friends i have im much, much worse. even thinking about the guys who have less money than me