Alright guys. My life was actually improving a bit in the last few days, and I thought that I could finally build up some confidence and try to talk to women again.
So I went to a local bar and tried talking to the ugliest woman I could possibly find there, and after every rejection I'd just try to aim higher. Seems like it's in the wrong order, but I didn't want to ruin everything by going up to every fucking Stacy in the bar first. First Woman. (A chubby female. Jew nose and no boobs. 2.5/10 at best.) She gladly accepted the drink I bought for her, but refused to tell me her name 'because she had a boyfriend' (Keep in mind, she said that AFTER I bought her that shitty alcohol) I didn't get too pissed, well I couldn't care less about that whore anyway, so I just took the drink I bought for her and called her a fatass. More than reasonable since I fucking paid for that thing and she was being a cunt. The bartender (also a femoid) gave me a dirty look for that but I didn't care about that either. The next woman, maybe a 3/10, actually had a conversation with me. She ditched me because of some feminist bullshit she started talking about that I didn't agree with. Bitch couldn't deal with my logic and started making a scene, I just walked away because the bartender was looking at me again and I really didn't want her to ruin my evening. Went into the bathroom, and when I came out the fucking bartender bitch started talking to me. Some Chadlite replaced her at the bar. "If you bother one of my female customers like that again, I have to throw you out. I want all of my customers to feel comfortable." Or some bullsht along those lines. Told her that I didn't do anything wrong and that she can fuck off. Then I tried talking to this kinda cute 5/10 woman after that. Fucking bartender Bitch started bothering me again. "Ma'am are you feeling uncomfortable? Because this man has been harrassing multiple customers and I gave him a fair warning already." and that cunt actually told her that she felt threatened even though I've been a fucking gentleman to her for a good 15 minutes. I even paid for her drink. bartender called the chadlite-bartender and he threw me out. He banned me temporarily from the fucking place. I pissed on their garbage container after that because I was drunk. I don't regret it though.
Fuck this shit honestly, I don't even think that my loneliness my fucking fault anymore. Everyone just starts stomping on my low self confidence as soon as I open my mouth. Atleast I make an effort to start conversations and don't just sit around like a lazy ass potato sack like most females do. But that isn't worth anything these days.
So I went to a local bar and tried talking to the ugliest woman I could possibly find there, and after every rejection I'd just try to aim higher. Seems like it's in the wrong order, but I didn't want to ruin everything by going up to every fucking Stacy in the bar first. First Woman. (A chubby female. Jew nose and no boobs. 2.5/10 at best.) She gladly accepted the drink I bought for her, but refused to tell me her name 'because she had a boyfriend' (Keep in mind, she said that AFTER I bought her that shitty alcohol) I didn't get too pissed, well I couldn't care less about that whore anyway, so I just took the drink I bought for her and called her a fatass. More than reasonable since I fucking paid for that thing and she was being a cunt. The bartender (also a femoid) gave me a dirty look for that but I didn't care about that either. The next woman, maybe a 3/10, actually had a conversation with me. She ditched me because of some feminist bullshit she started talking about that I didn't agree with. Bitch couldn't deal with my logic and started making a scene, I just walked away because the bartender was looking at me again and I really didn't want her to ruin my evening. Went into the bathroom, and when I came out the fucking bartender bitch started talking to me. Some Chadlite replaced her at the bar. "If you bother one of my female customers like that again, I have to throw you out. I want all of my customers to feel comfortable." Or some bullsht along those lines. Told her that I didn't do anything wrong and that she can fuck off. Then I tried talking to this kinda cute 5/10 woman after that. Fucking bartender Bitch started bothering me again. "Ma'am are you feeling uncomfortable? Because this man has been harrassing multiple customers and I gave him a fair warning already." and that cunt actually told her that she felt threatened even though I've been a fucking gentleman to her for a good 15 minutes. I even paid for her drink. bartender called the chadlite-bartender and he threw me out. He banned me temporarily from the fucking place. I pissed on their garbage container after that because I was drunk. I don't regret it though.
Fuck this shit honestly, I don't even think that my loneliness my fucking fault anymore. Everyone just starts stomping on my low self confidence as soon as I open my mouth. Atleast I make an effort to start conversations and don't just sit around like a lazy ass potato sack like most females do. But that isn't worth anything these days.
