fuck. i got doxxed. i guess i talked so much shit online some cuck dedicated himself to finding me. i made a edgy post on the KF Doxxers thread and i guess they took it serious. i'm too low-IQ and a Christcuck as well so i'd never hurt nobody but these faggots take everything seriously and probably had their hackers find me. . as a paranoid schizophrenic my biggest fear (i would literally kill myself) is having my pics leaked or if they found out i wrote my life story on this website.. well i was on my troll facebook account and someone messaged me(no idea how because i used a fake email but did fuck up by using my real phonenumber) basically a picture of my doktordoom profile. holy shit guys. he knows im on edge and told me to just quit incels.is or my picture would be leaked on a secret discord. (so i guess hes been following my posts)
fuck im scared right now... when ever i have a psychotic break or close to it i start to feel clouds in my head.... right now im gonna talk to the head psychiatrist and admit everything so hopefully he can put me on something fast acting because right now the shit im on aint helping. i really dont wanna go crazy crazy psychosis because then i'll probably die from malnoutrition because i can't eat or a heart attack from not sleeping and meds wont work because this time my paranoid is over 9000 literally not lying man. so i gotta get on a fast acting med asap.. im even trembling as i post fuck this is what i've been reduced to. rambling and raving like a scared PTSD kidnap victim in a cold room pumped full of meds that aren't working scared of some cuck who has me by the balls..its already affected me. i aborted the plan with the chadlite to collect evidence on the alpha chad breaking the rules.
i'm sorry. i need to quit the internet because it's ruining my life. when i was off the internet for a week my life actually improved and i was somewhat happy. but every time i come back on here i see the horrible news of the world, the blackpill, the evil leftists and cucks, the harlots and manwhores we idolize, i just can't deal with it. i'm even breaking this laptop in two because i've come to realize the biggest source of my problems and selfhatred comes from the internet.
i'm also asking my psychiatrist if i can be medically castrated(or something less severe) because i want to stop jacking off and actually focus on life. 2-3 hours of constant stroking masturbation a day and thinking about sex every 10 seconds (severe ADD too) is ruining my well being.
also im completely signing my rights away. i can't function. so fuck it the head psychiatrist will now control my life. hes a good guy so i trust him (i did a background check on him hes Irish Catholic so he's not jewish which is good)
i wish i could let myself just completely loose myself in psychosis but i cant'. even though you can have positive psychosis when its negative psychosis i'm stuck in literal hell like i can even smell death so that's why i don't wanna go completely psychotic.
the blackpill destroyed me. fuck. fuck fuck. i wish i could be a blue pilled cuck. but theres no going back.
I request for a full permanent ban.
Good bye internet.
Hello normie life.
@13k @Gremlincel (and one other person but idk his name sargeant please delete my inbox messages) please delete the photos i sent you of me. please don't add fuel to the shit fire of my life)
fuck im scared right now... when ever i have a psychotic break or close to it i start to feel clouds in my head.... right now im gonna talk to the head psychiatrist and admit everything so hopefully he can put me on something fast acting because right now the shit im on aint helping. i really dont wanna go crazy crazy psychosis because then i'll probably die from malnoutrition because i can't eat or a heart attack from not sleeping and meds wont work because this time my paranoid is over 9000 literally not lying man. so i gotta get on a fast acting med asap.. im even trembling as i post fuck this is what i've been reduced to. rambling and raving like a scared PTSD kidnap victim in a cold room pumped full of meds that aren't working scared of some cuck who has me by the balls..its already affected me. i aborted the plan with the chadlite to collect evidence on the alpha chad breaking the rules.
i'm sorry. i need to quit the internet because it's ruining my life. when i was off the internet for a week my life actually improved and i was somewhat happy. but every time i come back on here i see the horrible news of the world, the blackpill, the evil leftists and cucks, the harlots and manwhores we idolize, i just can't deal with it. i'm even breaking this laptop in two because i've come to realize the biggest source of my problems and selfhatred comes from the internet.
i'm also asking my psychiatrist if i can be medically castrated(or something less severe) because i want to stop jacking off and actually focus on life. 2-3 hours of constant stroking masturbation a day and thinking about sex every 10 seconds (severe ADD too) is ruining my well being.
also im completely signing my rights away. i can't function. so fuck it the head psychiatrist will now control my life. hes a good guy so i trust him (i did a background check on him hes Irish Catholic so he's not jewish which is good)
i wish i could let myself just completely loose myself in psychosis but i cant'. even though you can have positive psychosis when its negative psychosis i'm stuck in literal hell like i can even smell death so that's why i don't wanna go completely psychotic.
the blackpill destroyed me. fuck. fuck fuck. i wish i could be a blue pilled cuck. but theres no going back.
I request for a full permanent ban.
Good bye internet.
Hello normie life.
@13k @Gremlincel (and one other person but idk his name sargeant please delete my inbox messages) please delete the photos i sent you of me. please don't add fuel to the shit fire of my life)
