The deeper I delved into the blackpill, the more depressed I became. When I took the heightpill, teenagelovepill, dickpill, milestonepill and the agepill, I was completely destroyed and stopped gymmaxxing, leanmaxxing, etc... because it's fucking useless when you're a subhuman and an insurmountable amount of efforts need to be put in to obtain 1/4 of what Chad has been getting effortlessly. All odds are against you when you're a sub 5.
When I came to the realization that I stood absolutely 0 chance in front of other guys on dating apps, I made the decision to throw in the towel.
I wasn't prepared to face the harsh reality and that's why I wanted to discover the blackpill earlier because it takes time to get used to this shit.
Life is all about luck and it's not my fault that I was dealt with a useless deck of cards.
Gonna find some ways to cope with this life somehow.
Sounds like I was already defeated the moment I was out of the womb.
When I came to the realization that I stood absolutely 0 chance in front of other guys on dating apps, I made the decision to throw in the towel.
I wasn't prepared to face the harsh reality and that's why I wanted to discover the blackpill earlier because it takes time to get used to this shit.
Life is all about luck and it's not my fault that I was dealt with a useless deck of cards.
Gonna find some ways to cope with this life somehow.
Sounds like I was already defeated the moment I was out of the womb.
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