That's basically the only thing when I see my face on the screen. I literally never took selfies or anything like that because my face looks on pictures even worse than in real life.
But once a month or two my mum and dad call my grandma on Skype and I'm forced to talk for few minutes. I hate it. I always try to hide my face by going in a dark room or keeping the camera pointed at the celing but then my father starts screaming at me saying they want to see my face not a wall. I had a situation like that 5 minutes ago.
I know I'm acting rude but I seriously can't stand my face. And it's not like my parents don't know I'm ugly, they realized it and even made fun of me when I was a kid. They were just joking of course but there was some truth to it.
Also during today talk my grandma asked if I needed any new shoes since my birthday is in two weeks but my mom immediately said that I don't need shoes because I don't leave my house. Again, she meant it as a joke but it still hurt, I quickly said goodbye and went back to my room. Now I'm just listening to music all angry mostly at myself because I always have to sperg out but also at my mom since she gave me genes of that ugly giant weird looking face.
But once a month or two my mum and dad call my grandma on Skype and I'm forced to talk for few minutes. I hate it. I always try to hide my face by going in a dark room or keeping the camera pointed at the celing but then my father starts screaming at me saying they want to see my face not a wall. I had a situation like that 5 minutes ago.
I know I'm acting rude but I seriously can't stand my face. And it's not like my parents don't know I'm ugly, they realized it and even made fun of me when I was a kid. They were just joking of course but there was some truth to it.
Also during today talk my grandma asked if I needed any new shoes since my birthday is in two weeks but my mom immediately said that I don't need shoes because I don't leave my house. Again, she meant it as a joke but it still hurt, I quickly said goodbye and went back to my room. Now I'm just listening to music all angry mostly at myself because I always have to sperg out but also at my mom since she gave me genes of that ugly giant weird looking face.
