that and the foids in my family are just fucking annoying. they've constantly made fun of me and treated me different since i was a kid.
they call me an orphan or an alien since i'm not fully their race.
i'm pretty much their scapegoat, my mom constantly blames me for ruining her life and would be enjoying it right now if it weren't for me. she never wanted me being happy as a kid and would constantly guilt me and still does.
my aunt believes that i ruined her daughters by teaching them bad shit when that's complete fucking bs, me and her oldest daughter are the same age and we discovered porn together on the internet when we were kids after my aunt said it in front of us, yet everyone blamed me and since then my aunt thinks i'm some cunning pervert. she constantly makes jokes about me trying to fuck her kids.
they tell me not to treat women like shit or make fun of their body or whatever, but they've made fun of me for being skinny, and short before i hit puberty and outgrew them. my aunt allowed her oldest daughter to boss me around and beat me up because she was bigger than me. when i finally had enough of their shit i tried to throw a stone at my cousin and called my aunt a fatass, and this is when i noticed their double standards. if i was fat, they'd definitely make fun of me.
just like everyone else can't have a real conversation with them either, they'll fuck off on their phones, make fun of how i talk, or interrupt me. my fucking mom does the last one all the time even if we're talking to people outside of my family. everyone will take any chance to condescend me or trivialize what i have to say, i'm tired of it.