My life has been going downhill and becoming even more shitty the past couple months. My life has always been shit but it started in November. I was working at Walmart, I hated the customers, I hated children (I was in toys) and most of my coworkers. I had this habit where after my lunch was over I would clock back in and go back outside and smoke pot. I knew it was bad habit and I needed to stop but I didn't. One night three or four of the managers came out while I was in my car and basically told me to fuck off. I was out of work for about a week or two before I landed a job at a local used game store. I actually liked the job except for the manger who was a fat, hypocritical roastie who fired me for the sole reason because she didn't like me and I had trouble counting the register at times after a little over a month. Then about four days later of constantly applying at places I unfortunately started at fast food again which was terrible. My last fast food job lasted for 15 months. I was there for about a week until a gas station hired me on the spot. Of course being a gas station there was a bunch of desegregates working there and shopping there. Beaners who can't speak English, mehtheads, people dumb enough to play lotto, etc. I was there for about three months until one day a coworker came with her white trash ass friend and started playing lotto. They where loud, obnoxious and just really annoying. After about 10 minutes of walking back and forth to ticket case and the register and listening to them squeal I accidentally ripped a ticket whiling pulling it out. She was like ""what the fuck man, why you do that" and started blaming me even though she wasn't even fucking working. That was pretty much my breaking point and I said "fuck it I'm going on break" and walked out. Apparently my coworker who was working didn't hear me and called the manager saying I abandoned my job and that was pretty much an instant fire. I called her saying what happened but I didn't get anywhere. I think thats complete bullshit. That was two weeks ago and I still haven't found anything. I got rejected from three jobs this week alone and I have no one to blame but myself. Suicide still lurks in my mind.
