The last semester in college was a complete fuckup and I had 0 motivation. It's a miracle that I managed to pass in that state. This year I've put some effort into cleaning and maintaining my room and a lot more effort into my studies (for the past 2 months). It feels like it's helping my overall outward state (grades,schedule,energy level) , but inside I feel almost fucked as usual. The biggest improvement is that I get to avoid crowds since I reach the classroom early so that's also nice. Also my noise cancelling earphones are getting charged regularly now and they help a lot. I guess I'll blog post here for a while.
