I Feel Spent. All My Lifeforce is Gone

[Regretful]

Whats the use of fapping?
U just feel intense pleasure and satisfied. But all your energy is gone. You feel empthy, weak, spent.
Nothing valuable was achieved. I didnt become a greater man.

Same with fucking tbh.

Nothing is achieved.

Its just an illusion.

To keep us trapped here in this matrix of fleshly prison by draining all your lifeforce and spiritual energy.

The most resilient parasite is really an idea. I got an idea placed into my head of scene from a movie which I saw when I was young. I downloaded the movie and fapped to the scene and other things too. 

Now I feel like piss tbh. I need to become stronger mentally and resist the evil forces trying to stop my spiritual growth.

 

[Deleted member 1983]

fapping makes me feel even more depressed and suicidal about life.

 

[HARDONTHOTS]

Fapping makes me into a lifeless zombie, now im getting into more weirder porn to get off smh.

 

[inceliphate]

im only into rape porn. i need to tie a woman up, rape her in front of her boyfriend, and laugh endlessly as she cries when she realizes she's been impregnated by subhuman filth.

i usually only watch anime rape porn where the woman is forced to take the seed of a gross, ugly man.

it does not make me weak. it makes me strong and one day i will actually do this to a 10/10 supermodel cunt.

 

[Regretful]

Fapping makes me into a lifeless zombie, now im getting into more weirder porn to get off smh.

:O

 

[theultimate341]

fapping makes me feel even more depressed and suicidal about life.

 

[Minamoto]

ya after a while you just start to feel empty you know what i mean?

 

[jackbud]

Fapping is the only cope I have anymore