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Deleted member 8353
Former Hikikomori, Aimless Pleasure Seeker
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I basically feel tired all the time, tired throughout the day, when I go to sleep, and when I wake up. It used to be that when I was a kid sleep kinda felt like a chore, as I still felt positive feelings and hope, life felt like something to be experienced as opposed to just tolerated and suffered through. The enthusiasm to try new things, or to even enjoy escapist media is mostly gone now. Instead of regretting the time I'm forced to spend asleep, now I regret the time in which I'm forced to be conscious. Every night I fall asleep hoping that I don't wake up, and then I eventually wake anyway, wishing that I hadn't.