SuicideFuel I feel so old, lost and hopeless

[Celius]

I don’t feel like I belong with the people on here. My situation is extremely different than the average user excluding the feds and IT larpers which is probably consistent of 90%.

I’m only in my early twenties and I already feel like I’m older than most of this forum. Even if I’m around my peers, I just feel so old and ugly compared to them. They’re all so energetic and ready to concur the fucking world too. I can’t do that shit. I‘ve been bullied my whole life, I don’t even have the manpower to get up from the bed anymore.

I get immense chest pain whenever I leave my house too. I can’t stand being outside anymore, I’ve become an actual agoraphobic. It genuinely makes me feel sick and I’m sad that I ended up like this.

I don’t know what else to do anymore honestly. I just want the pain to stop. I don’t even want to have friends or a girlfriend anymore, I just wanna feel like I belong.

 

[EnglishCel]

Same, I feel like an old man too all I do is go for walks, watch stuff and play with my dog.

 

[GENSHIT CHIMPACT]

I feel withered despite being relatively young

 

[Incline]

I don’t feel like I belong with the people on here. My situation is extremely different than the average user excluding the feds and IT larpers which is probably consistent of 90%.

I’m only in my early twenties and I already feel like I’m older than most of this forum. Even if I’m around my peers, I just feel so old and ugly compared to them. They’re all so energetic and ready to concur the fucking world too. I can’t do that shit. I‘ve been bullied my whole life, I don’t even have the manpower to get up from the bed anymore.

I get immense chest pain whenever I leave my house too. I can’t stand being outside anymore, I’ve become an actual agoraphobic. It genuinely makes me feel sick and I’m sad that I ended up like this.

I don’t know what else to do anymore honestly. I just want the pain to stop. I don’t even want to have friends or a girlfriend anymore, I just wanna feel like I belong.

ur not special

even in ur suffering ur nothing special a lot of people suffer like this, what you described is pretty average truecel experience.

Even in our suffering we are not unique truly born to lose JFL

 

[Praise the Sun]

I don’t feel like I belong with the people on here.

What you described is how many of us feel. Inceldom alienates you from everybody around you and the depression makes you feel old.

 

[Captain Ahab]

I feel like a pre-teen turning into an old man without ever being an adult or even a teenager

 

[BornToLose]

I’ve become an actual agoraphobic.

You may as well hang around here then.

 

[mosss]

I’ve become an actual agoraphobic

Im not afraid of outside world and open spaces in and of itself but I just hate being surrounded by pack of animals called humans, when im in the city or where there are humanoid npc around I am constantly stressed but in the forest for example I feel much better and calm

 

[WuhanFriedPuppies]

I don’t feel like I belong with the people on here. My situation is extremely different than the average user excluding the feds and IT larpers which is probably consistent of 90%.

I’m only in my early twenties and I already feel like I’m older than most of this forum. Even if I’m around my peers, I just feel so old and ugly compared to them. They’re all so energetic and ready to concur the fucking world too. I can’t do that shit. I‘ve been bullied my whole life, I don’t even have the manpower to get up from the bed anymore.

I get immense chest pain whenever I leave my house too. I can’t stand being outside anymore, I’ve become an actual agoraphobic. It genuinely makes me feel sick and I’m sad that I ended up like this.

I don’t know what else to do anymore honestly. I just want the pain to stop. I don’t even want to have friends or a girlfriend anymore, I just wanna feel like I belong.

How are your careers/academics?

 

[Celius]

How are your careers/academics?

Not good. We have four or five different types of universities where I’m from and I had to studymaxx like an abused dog in my late teens to get into the one that’s free (also considered as the best) only to realize it’s just as shitty as everywhere else. I also have difficulty catching up.

Career wise I have no feature. It’ll most likely be a dead end in my case. There really is no point in putting so much energy into trying for no results, I’ve kinda just given up.

 

[Mentally lost cel]

I don’t feel like I belong with the people on here. My situation is extremely different than the average user excluding the feds and IT larpers which is probably consistent of 90%.

I’m only in my early twenties and I already feel like I’m older than most of this forum. Even if I’m around my peers, I just feel so old and ugly compared to them. They’re all so energetic and ready to concur the fucking world too. I can’t do that shit. I‘ve been bullied my whole life, I don’t even have the manpower to get up from the bed anymore.

I get immense chest pain whenever I leave my house too. I can’t stand being outside anymore, I’ve become an actual agoraphobic. It genuinely makes me feel sick and I’m sad that I ended up like this.

I don’t know what else to do anymore honestly. I just want the pain to stop. I don’t even want to have friends or a girlfriend anymore, I just wanna feel like I belong.

Same

 

[Lonesome Bright]

I don’t feel like I belong with the people on here. My situation is extremely different than the average user excluding the feds and IT larpers which is probably consistent of 90%.

I’m only in my early twenties and I already feel like I’m older than most of this forum. Even if I’m around my peers, I just feel so old and ugly compared to them. They’re all so energetic and ready to concur the fucking world too. I can’t do that shit. I‘ve been bullied my whole life, I don’t even have the manpower to get up from the bed anymore.

I get immense chest pain whenever I leave my house too. I can’t stand being outside anymore, I’ve become an actual agoraphobic. It genuinely makes me feel sick and I’m sad that I ended up like this.

I don’t know what else to do anymore honestly. I just want the pain to stop. I don’t even want to have friends or a girlfriend anymore, I just wanna feel like I belong.

mate I am 39 years of age and have never had a girlfriend in my life.

 

[RicaGames]

mate I am 39 years of age and have never had a girlfriend in my life.

Brutal. I'm 30 but always felt old, since my teens. Also no hair since 18 which contributed a lot for this feeling.

 

[Celius]

mate I am 39 years of age and have never had a girlfriend in my life.

My brother is only a few years younger than you and he’s also never had anyone, he’s just as KHHV as I am. Inceldom literally runs in our genes. Get some sleep my man, it’s 3:30 where you live. Here’s some aid if you need it:

 

[Lonesome Bright]

My brother is only a few years younger than you and he’s also never had anyone, he’s just as KHHV as I am. Inceldom literally runs in our genes. Get some sleep my man, it’s 3:30 where you live. Here’s some aid if you need it:

I have trouble sleeping

 

[Lonesome Bright]

My brother is only a few years younger than you and he’s also never had anyone, he’s just as KHHV as I am. Inceldom literally runs in our genes. Get some sleep my man, it’s 3:30 where you live. Here’s some aid if you need it:

What does this mean KHHV ?

 

[Celius]

I have trouble sleeping

I mean it’s pretty much 6 in the morning here and I haven’t slept for 24 hours so… same here.

What does this mean KHHV ?

‘Kissless, hugless, handless, virgin,’ just a shitty way to describe that someone has never had a girlfriend or any sexual experience.

 

[Lonesome Bright]

I mean it’s pretty much 6 in the morning here and I haven’t slept for 24 hours so… same here.


‘Kissless, hugless, handless, virgin,’ just a shitty way to describe that someone has never had a girlfriend or any sexual experience.

go to the red light district excortmax the only way it is how I lost my virginity.

 

[BPJ]

i am an actual agoraphobic. it must be a punishment from god or somehting.

 

[Celius]

i am an actual agoraphobic. it must be a punishment from god or somehting.

I feel severe chest pain and heartache when I leave the house. I wasn’t always like this. Years and years of bullying turned me into this. I can’t even leave my house without a mask cause I don’t want people to see my deformed face.

 

[BPJ]

I feel severe chest pain and heartache when I leave the house. I wasn’t always like this. Years and years of bullying turned me into this. I can’t even leave my house without a mask cause I don’t want people to see my deformed face.

for me its not chest pain but palpitations and like my heart is skipping a beat and adrenaline/ panic. its horrific. im sorry u had to go through this..

 

[Spyro]

I'm 32 man. Never had a girlfriend. I have terribly low energy and my scalp is f'd up. My heart is most likely weak and unhealthy since I literally almost collapsed on it twice. I feel like I can't rely on my self.

 

[Lonesome Bright]

I'm 32 man. Never had a girlfriend. I have terribly low energy and my scalp is f'd up. My heart is most likely weak and unhealthy since I literally almost collapsed on it twice. I feel like I can't rely on my self.

I am 39 imagine how I feel

 

[Lonesome Bright]

not older than me

how old are you?

 

[eldercelder]

I am 39 imagine how I feel

You're only a couple years younger than me. Good to see other oldcels here.

 

[Lonesome Bright]

You're only a couple years younger than me. Good to see other oldcels here.

likewise mate what country you from??

 

[eldercelder]

likewise mate what country you from??

Burgerland. You?

 

[toughluck]

I've been here OP. Extreme health anxiety for 15+ years. DM me if you want a friend and tips to get over it

 

[Nepvetta]

Im not afraid of outside world and open spaces in and of itself but I just hate being surrounded by pack of animals called humans, when im in the city or where there are humanoid npc around I am constantly stressed but in the forest for example I feel much better and calm

If gold could be put into words

 

[Nepvetta]

View: https://youtu.be/Je3EcJhxUP8


Find your way whatever it is I hope you stick around young lad

 

[Lonesome Bright]

likewise mate what country you from??

London what is burgerland?

 

[Namtriz912]

London what is burgerland?

USA

 

[sultryloser]

I don’t feel like I belong with the people on here. My situation is extremely different than the average user excluding the feds and IT larpers which is probably consistent of 90%.

I’m only in my early twenties and I already feel like I’m older than most of this forum. Even if I’m around my peers, I just feel so old and ugly compared to them. They’re all so energetic and ready to concur the fucking world too. I can’t do that shit. I‘ve been bullied my whole life, I don’t even have the manpower to get up from the bed anymore.

I get immense chest pain whenever I leave my house too. I can’t stand being outside anymore, I’ve become an actual agoraphobic. It genuinely makes me feel sick and I’m sad that I ended up like this.

I don’t know what else to do anymore honestly. I just want the pain to stop. I don’t even want to have friends or a girlfriend anymore, I just wanna feel like I belong.

Brutal.

 

[happiless]

I’m only in my early twenties and I already feel like I’m older than most of this forum

Ok zoomer

 

[Lonesome Bright]

USA

LOL oh I get it now

 

[WuhanFriedPuppies]

Ok zoomer

Zoomers have the least sex.

 

[Lonesome Bright]

Zoomers have the least sex.

guess I am a zoomer

 

[WuhanFriedPuppies]

guess I am a zoome

Zoomies pride world wide.