Venting I feel so empty and in pain

[Stupid Clown]

Today was bad. I felt so lonely and nothing I did brought me entertainment. I tried playing video games but all of them bored me. I went outside to take a walk and saw a tallfag (6'5) with an attractive girl. I couldn't take it so I came back in. In the last five hours I've jerked off 7 times. Not once was it enjoyable. Desperate for any positive sensation I chugged some soda I thought was sugar free. Because high blood pressure my entire body now feels like it's being stabbed with knives.

I feel like shit. I can't sleep. This is one of the worst days I've had

 

[VintageCarCoper]

I have days like this too. A couple weeks ago, I got off a hard week or work, and was desperate to enjoy the weekend off, but guess what? On Saturday, I could only sleep 5 hours and felt like shit, so it ruined the day and I felt so miserable and wanted to die. Then on Subday, it rained all day, and I couldn't do a damn thing I wanted to do, and it was ragefuel

 

[Stupid Clown]

I have days like this too. A couple weeks ago, I got off a hard week or work, and was desperate to enjoy the weekend off, but guess what? On Saturday, I could only sleep 5 hours and felt like shit, so it ruined the day and I felt so miserable and wanted to die. Then on Subday, it rained all day, and I couldn't do a damn thing I wanted to do, and it was ragefuel

Insomnia is brutal. Being tired destroys days. I'm so sorry brocel

 

[VintageCarCoper]

Insomnia is brutal. Being tired destroys days. I'm so sorry brocel

Yeah, it ruins so much. If I could sleep 7-8 hours without waking up, even with everything else the same, my life would drastically improve. Most people have no idea how much quality of life bad sleep takes away, especially on your days off.

And this is even worse when you are not NEET, because you HAVE TO go whether you feel like it or not.

 

[AtrociousCitizen]

I feel you, man. It seems like everything that was supposed to be fun isn't because life in general just sucks. Everything becomes hard to enjoy.

 

[joocel52]

Sorry man, i hadnt had a good day in a very long time too. Life sucks. At least we can vent here. Also 7 times? Damn

 

[Stupid Clown]

I feel you, man. It seems like everything that was supposed to be fun isn't because life in general just sucks. Everything becomes hard to enjoy.

Hedonic treadmill plus as you say life sucks. It's hard to enjoy an activity after being brutally bullied and mocked.

Yeah, it ruins so much. If I could sleep 7-8 hours without waking up, even with everything else the same, my life would drastically improve. Most people have no idea how much quality of life bad sleep takes away, especially on your days off.

And this is even worse when you are not NEET, because you HAVE TO go whether you feel like it or not.

Yes. even worse if you have a job.

 

[Left4DeadKoala]

Brutal.

My condolences brocel

 

[Stupid Clown]

Yeah, it ruins so much. If I could sleep 7-8 hours without waking up, even with everything else the same, my life would drastically improve. Most people have no idea how much quality of life bad sleep takes away, especially on your days off.

And this is even worse when you are not NEET, because you HAVE TO go whether you feel like it or not.

The difference when you've had a full night's sleep is big

 

[Stupid Clown]

Brutal.

My condolences brocel

Thx

 

[VintageCarCoper]

The difference when you've had a full night's sleep is big

For real. I almost never sleep straight through, but even sleeping 5 hours and then falling back asleep for 3 more feels good. Anything less than 7 total makes me feel like shit. The sheer amount of times I have to push through on 5 hours or less takes it's toll

 

[Stupid Clown]

For real. I almost never sleep straight through, but even sleeping 5 hours and then falling back asleep for 3 more feels good. Anything less than 7 total makes me feel like shit. The sheer amount of times I have to push through on 5 hours or less takes it's toll

Too relatable. Hopefully you can manage more.

 

[VintageCarCoper]

Too relatable. Hopefully you can manage more.

Thanks man. Same to you, we deserve better than this

 

[SuperKanga.Belgrade]

The chase for dopamine without the actual release. Some days I feel it, some days I don't.

In either event it's just another day.