It's over for me tbh, I feel nothing, I don't feel like a human. Living in social isolation and having no friends made me emotionless. Before I use to complain about my situation, now I don't care. I don't care if I am a loser NEET. Also I'm also very hateful or disinterested to everybody I see. I don't crave social interactions. I was at the gym today and I was greeted by other gymcels but I just ignore them or don't carry on conversation, since I am high tier gymcel I guess people look up to me, but I don't care those people lives are fulfilled in terms of social and sexual relationship while I lack those basic human needs.
Forget about sex or females man, I don't even have friends,siblings or a father figure. Who do I talk to about my success or when I have something on my mind. I'm not happy or sad I just feel numb. I feel like the damage has been done and would take a lot of effort to reverse. And the thing is there are no good friend material here just a bunch of whites who like to party and get drunk, how can I relate to that.
I feel nothing and numb, and also it's weird I'm not attracted to girls anymore lol I seen this half naked girl in the gym with butt cheeks hanging out. Instead of lusting I critizied the bitch in my head and said that she needs to where clothes. I hate degenerate sluts.
Forget about sex or females man, I don't even have friends,siblings or a father figure. Who do I talk to about my success or when I have something on my mind. I'm not happy or sad I just feel numb. I feel like the damage has been done and would take a lot of effort to reverse. And the thing is there are no good friend material here just a bunch of whites who like to party and get drunk, how can I relate to that.
I feel nothing and numb, and also it's weird I'm not attracted to girls anymore lol I seen this half naked girl in the gym with butt cheeks hanging out. Instead of lusting I critizied the bitch in my head and said that she needs to where clothes. I hate degenerate sluts.
