It's Over I feel like I've reached the end of my life, and I am not talking about death or roping

[NeverEvenBegan]

I am a 31 year old KHHV man. I have a shitty entry level call center job. I live with my parents. I have no friends. I have nothing to look forward to.

By now, if I were a normal man, I would be married and have a family. I would be thinking about what school to choose for my child. Thinking about the location of the next holiday with my wife. Maybe thinking about moving to a bigger house? I guess there would be a lot of things on my mind related to my child and wife if I had any...

But as it is right now, I feel like I ''peaked'' already. Nothing will change anymore. I still live like a teenager. I'm a literal manchild. I can't develop mentally. Can't grow as a person. Being ugly destroyed everything in my life.

 

[NIGGER BOJANGLES]

I’m 20 and feel the same way. Working a dead end job, living with my mom (dad is long gone), basically no real friends, and addicted to many things. It’s so brutal and life is so stagnant

 

[Hoppipolla]

Like this man?


View: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gpT1_qzuUn4

And hm could you train for a better job?

 

[adharmi]

Never began

 

[NeverEvenBegan]

I’m 20

The only thing that changed for me from 20 to 30 is poorer health

And hm could you train for a better job?

There's just not much I could do. I know English and I have some tech knowledge, so call center is suited for me.

Like this man?

Kind of But that man is a normie, he moggs me, he has a family. He chooses to live like that. I don't actually want to be an ugly autistic retard. I want to be normal.

Never began

 

[adharmi]

Turned 25 this month. Only downhill from here

 

[ArabAndFramecel]

Never began

So now you have 2 options :

Roping

Continue to live knowing that nothing will change and that it will get worse because you will age and become more ugly

 

[NIGGER BOJANGLES]

The only thing that changed for me from 20 to 30 is poorer health

That’s probably all that’s gonna change for me too. My health is already bad at 20

 

[Adolf Kitler]

Never began

So now you have 2 options :

Roping

Continue to live knowing that nothing will change and that it will get worse because you will age and become more ugly

 

[Lookslikeit]

Like this man?


View: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gpT1_qzuUn4

And hm could you train for a better job?

I see this shit, and i doesnt faze me one bit. Actually, i strive to be this aloof (the dude in the video). Seems to be living the life

Im 27, and i dont/cant/wont give a shit about anything anymore. Its my superpower, also my kryptonite.

Thanks for coming to my TED talk.

 

[NeverEvenBegan]

Never began

So now you have 2 options :

Roping

Continue to live knowing that nothing will change and that it will get worse because you will age and become more ugly

Yes.

I wish I wasn't born ugly and autistic so that would could show me affection

 

[RandomGuy]

living the life

 

[D. B. Gooner]

But as it is right now, I feel like I ''peaked'' already. Nothing will change anymore. I still live like a teenager. I'm a literal manchild. I can't develop mentally. Can't grow as a person. Being ugly destroyed everything in my life.

Maturity is BS, just a way to shame people into being obedient wage slaves. If I had a wife and children I would still prefer being a manchild NEET over being in a "mature and cultured man" stuck in a cubical.

 

[m3nt4Lbl0ck3d]

I'm 33 and know exactly what you mean from the title alone. You essentially have. This is it, as good as it gets, you're doing it.

 

[Anthrofurrcel]

I'm 33

Brutal

 

[NeverEvenBegan]

I'm 33 and know exactly what you mean from the title alone. You essentially have. This is it, as good as it gets, you're doing it.

It's literally over

Im 27, and i dont/cant/wont give a shit about anything anymore.

I've lived most of my life like this until recently. I tried to not care about being an incel, but I can't anymore.

I am consumed by envy, rage and sorrowness. I fucking hate and envy men successful with women. I fucking hate them. I've been denied normalcy because I was born ugly and autistic.

 

[NeverEvenBegan]

Im 27, and i dont/cant/wont give a shit about anything anymore.

I HAVE A HUMAN SOUL AND I YEARN AFFECTION AND LOVE FROM WOMEN

I AM HUMAN AND I HAVE A SOUL. WOMEN DEEMED ME UNWORTHY OF LOVE BECAUSE I WAS BORN UGLY, BUT I STILL HAVE A HUMAN SOUL

 

[NeverEvenBegan]

I HAVE A HUMAN SOUL AND I YEARN AFFECTION AND LOVE FROM WOMEN

I AM HUMAN AND I HAVE A SOUL. WOMEN DEEMED ME UNWORTHY OF LOVE BECAUSE I WAS BORN UGLY, BUT I STILL HAVE A HUMAN SOUL

I CAN'T KEEP LYING MYSELF. I CAN'T DO IT ANYMORE. IT IS INHUMANE TO BE KHHV AT 31

 

[Autistic Uggo]

But as it is right now, I feel like I ''peaked'' already. Nothing will change anymore. I still live like a teenager. I'm a literal manchild. I can't develop mentally. Can't grow as a person. Being ugly destroyed everything in my life.

Yes, I especially relate to that last part. Being an incel feels like being permanently stuck as a 13 year old boy. I am barred from most aspects of adult life. I can't marry, date or start a family. I can't even move out. I'm stuck at home playing video games and watching TV.

I'm unable to move forward in life. And this makes it impossible for me to relate with most people my age.

 

[NeverEvenBegan]

And this makes it impossible for me to relate with most people my age.

I don't relate to people my age because they've already had multiple LTRs, they already reached all experience milestones long ago (handholding, hugging, kissing, sex), a lot even are marred and have children.

But I can't relate to young people either because they already mogg me with romantic experience at half my age.

The only people I can relate to are other fellow subhuman incels.

 

[kay']

Turned 29 this month. Only downhill from 0

 

[NeverEvenBegan]

Turned 25 this month. Only downhill from here

It's been downhill since birth

 

[Thugs-5-Less]

over

 

[NeverEvenBegan]

over