SuicideFuel I feel like I’ll never live life normally again

[Guest37263]

Not that I ever had a chance at a normal sexual and love life, and frankly normal life either

I just feel like the zest and desire for life from my blue pilled youth is probably never going to ever return, because now that I understand the blackpill, forever after I’m going to be acutely aware of it at the forefront of my mind, every single second of every day. I will constantly be thinking about how every fucking thing I do in my life, every moment of contact with other people, could have been so much more positive, exciting and ultimately rewarding in every conceivable way, if I was attractive


I am going to forever after be aware of every moment of pain, suffering and rejection of my past being virtually entirely because of my ugly appearance.


I cannot ever find happiness again when I will forever after be preparing myself for the inevitable sadness, failure and disappointment that was caused by literally nothing else besides the fact nobody likes my face.

 

[NotQuiteChadLite]

Existence = Adversity

 

[Cuyen]

We never been normal tbh. so it is normal.

 

[Blacktarpill]

Try to cope with something you can pay attention to constantly. For eg: Hobbies.
Sorry for bluepiled bs advice but i can cope really well with my copes.

 

[Henry de Montherlant]

Try to cope with something you can pay attention to constantly. For eg: Hobbies.
Sorry for bluepiled bs advice but i can cope really well with my copes.

Based advice tho. If you fail to career max because of some foid x (((jobmarket))) scheme, digging very hard some hobbies can be a way to ascension.

We never been normal tbh. so it is normal.

Tesla High IQ

 

[TheGoodGuy]

Knowledge and wisdom is the killer of happiness, ignorance is bliss.

 

[Life Wasted]

Once you swallow the blackpill there is no going back. I'm the same, I will never look at anything the same way again.

This too.....

Knowledge and wisdom is the killer of happiness, ignorance is bliss.

 

[Michael15651]

Sorry to hear, OP.

It horrible how we have to suffer and endure the consequences of others.

 

[Notgoingtomakeit]

I'd like to live a normal life even if it's for a blink of an eye.