Serious I feel like I wasn’t meant to be incel

[daydreamER]

Both my parents are not ugly at all. I was born in a loving household as a beautiful baby. I had friends when I was a kid, played with girls on the playground sometimes. I used to be extroverted, even. That’s unimaginable to me today.

My looks set in as I grew up and everything changed. I discovered the BP and grew distant from the world. It just feels like this wasn’t meant to happen. Even though it was preordained I can’t help but think that I went wrong somewhere. Even though my subpar stature and horrific eye area was written into my genetic code from the moment I was conceived, the cope instinct still tries to give me some agency.

Anyone else feel like this? A part of me tells me that I could have grown up to be a well adjusted human being but the BP tells me otherwise. In the end it all comes down to your face and height. The cope instinct is too strong, still.

 

[JKlancecaster069]

Yeah I used to far more sociable and optimistic as a kid I never would have predicted I would go down this path.

 

[wereq]

>beautiful baby
>horridix eye area was written into my genetic code from the moment I was conceived

Pick one.

 

[Steiner_Atlas]

Had a breakdown on New Years when I realized how much I've stagnated as a person. Sometimes it's like you're a rotting corpse but still walking.

 

[Mystorious]

always have the right faggots on ignore

 

[Mystorious]

didn't read by the way

 

[ToBurble&Pine]

It never began, you don't "become" an incel down the road you are born like one

 

[daydreamER]

>beautiful baby
>horridix eye area was written into my genetic code from the moment I was conceived

Pick one.

It’s both. In my baby pictures the eye area is symmetrical and fine to look at, but now I have severe NCT, asymmetry, and dark circles. Don’t know how it happened.

 

[daydreamER]

Had a breakdown on New Years when I realized how much I've stagnated as a person. Sometimes it's like you're a rotting corpse but still walking.

This realisation hurts me too. I have nothing to mark the passage of time with because it’s all the same due to stagnation.

always have the right faggots on ignore

If you read my post instead of being a retard you wouldn’t say this. Plus you still replied even though you have me on ignored, what is the point then?

It never began, you don't "become" an incel down the road you are born like one

 

[wereq]

It’s both. In my baby pictures the eye area is symmetrical and fine to look at, but now I have severe NCT, asymmetry, and dark circles. Don’t know how it happened.

You were not as beautiful as a child as you think.

 

[justuseless]

It’s both. In my baby pictures the eye area is symmetrical and fine to look at, but now I have severe NCT, asymmetry, and dark circles. Don’t know how it happened.

Did you mouth breath

 

[Animecel2D]

Can’t relate

 

[wereq]

Can’t relate

 

[VideoGameCoper]

Can’t relate

My mom was over 40 so that sealed my fate to be non NT

 

[Based NaziCel]

I’ve already printed it so I’ll wipe my ass with this

 

[Based NaziCel]

My mom was over 40 so that sealed my fate to be non NT

Foids over 25 should be banned from reproduction

 

[Animecel2D]

My mom was over 40 so that sealed my fate to be non NT

My dad was almost 60 so that sealed my fate to be an ugly manlet

 

[VideoGameCoper]

Foids over 25 should be banned from reproduction

Truthnuke

 

[VideoGameCoper]

My dad was almost 60 so that sealed my fate to be an ugly manlet

Wtf that’s absurd. My dad was over 50. But it’s my mothers age that fucked me up more

 

[lechad]

Sometimes it's like you're a rotting corpse but still walking.

 

[Animecel2D]

Wtf that’s absurd. My dad was over 50. But it’s my mothers age that fucked me up more

My mum miscarried her first child - probably because dad’s sperm was too old. They tried again for another child and here I am

 

[VideoGameCoper]

My mum miscarried her first child - probably because dad’s sperm was too old. They tried again for another child and here I am

Brutal. My mom couldn’t give birth to me normally and had me by c section. And I was 2 months premature and had to be in the nicu for 3 days to not die

 

[curryboy420]

I always knew I was gonna be incel but I thought since I did ok at school I was gonna get a nice job and be able to buy my way out. Instead I never got a good job either and so I'm incel and poor. My older brother is the same as me. And my cousin is also but he got a job doing IT. I knew it was over from the beginning tbh.

 

[TheHungariancel]

I knew it was over from the beginning tbh.

Same for me. I was always the odd one in school, even though I was slightly more social in back in elementary.

 

[SlayerSlayer]

cope, maybe you shouldnt have mouth breathed

 

[KinkyKanga]

Can’t relate

 

[daydreamER]

You were not as beautiful as a child as you think.

I still had all the negative features I listed but they were extremely subtle and barely noticeable.Growing up exaggerated them.

Did you mouth breath

A little bit from nasal issues but mostly no.

I’ve already printed it so I’ll wipe my ass with this

Don’t know why some people are hating. I am still more of a truecel than at least 90 percent of this forum.

 

[wereq]

Growing up exaggerated them.

 

[Numetalist]

Both my parents are not ugly at all. I was born in a loving household as a beautiful baby. I had friends when I was a kid, played with girls on the playground sometimes. I used to be extroverted, even. That’s unimaginable to me today.

My looks set in as I grew up and everything changed. I discovered the BP and grew distant from the world. It just feels like this wasn’t meant to happen. Even though it was preordained I can’t help but think that I went wrong somewhere. Even though my subpar stature and horrific eye area was written into my genetic code from the moment I was conceived, the cope instinct still tries to give me some agency.

Anyone else feel like this? A part of me tells me that I could have grown up to be a well adjusted human being but the BP tells me otherwise. In the end it all comes down to your face and height. The cope instinct is too strong, still.

I was reading a teacher's report of me back from when I was in elementary school. I was described as "outgoing" and "happy" and excited to "do new things."
I look back and wonder if I was traded out for some random loser at some point in my life. I cant ever remember being like that.
Now I have huge bags under my eyes, I hate people, I despise women, I have no motivation, and not a day, hell, not even an hour goes by in which I dont think about ending my life.

 

[BSGMANLET]

I was always outlasted even as a kid. There was only 2 teachers I respected. My 1st grade teacher and my pre k teacher.
They treated me well,like a son. Like she actually cared. It only got worse as I got older. Don't get me wrong being a kid was fun but I was still getting bullied and shit I just didn't care as much as a kid

 

[Limitcel]

In any other time in any other life I wouldn't be an incel, everything went so wrong for me

 

[DutchCel01]

I was sadly born to be an incel my mom is an objective 4 max with severe mental issues and my biological father is a legit sub 80 iq retard autist (although lookswise he was a htn) he was so dumb he could only get jobs the government provides for retards with down syndrome, and then ofcourse i get my mothers ugly face and my dads autism and retardness