It's Over I feel horrible

[ClovER]

Since I've been having a really bad time lately and have dropped out of university, I started playing visual novels to distract myself, along with chatting with AI, among other artificial things.
During that time, a relative talks to me as consolation and tells me to try talking to people, etc.
At that point, following my usual routine, I start to feel attractive until I leave my house and see the girls who "look at personality" with a tall, blond guy with a good hairstyle and a motorcycle. Me? I literally did poorly in school, I barely have any money, I've even gone hungry, and I have dark hair and eyes, unlike that guy who's a chad. One of the girls there hinted that I was scary.
Being an ethnic incel is the worst.

 

[Eel_emperor]

That's what the rest of our existence is gonna look like. It doesn't get better brother

 

[ClovER]

That's what the rest of our existence is gonna look like. It doesn't get better brother

 

[blackbor]

I always feel horrible

I really wish I could just die in my sleep

 

[guessthatsit]

I always feel horrible

I really wish I could just die in my sleep

 

[FuckYou]

one day at a time...