SuicideFuel I feel cold. I just want to lay down and die. Why do only bad things happen to me?

[WeirdPanda]

The depression and anger are taking over me. Can't even think about anything rationally anymore. I feel traumatized. I hate life. All of life is pain. All of it is just shit on top of shit that makes everything ever shittier.

In highschool, I got rejected by my crush, same shit happened. Spent a fuck ton of time crying, being suicidal. Then I got rejected by another crush, same shit happened. Why do I have to relive the same fucking thing over and over and over. And it only gets worse each, fucking, time. And now, well, now it's even worse. Now I got "fucked over" by someone I trusted, someone who I called a friend, someone who in the end admitted that he didn't want me to have a good life, because that would be hurting him.

Those are the worst types, those who only want to bring you down. Because this life is hell, and I wish anyone of us could leave if it were possible. This piece of shit, he saw that I had the (small chance) of escaping from hell, and pulled me back in. Those who do that are fucking evil, sadistic monsters. It's not surprising though, I don't believe being an incel exempts you from being scum. I'm just prey.

 

[starystulejarz]

That's why you don't develop crushes. Turn your heart into a stone. Also take magic mushrooms to destroy that depression temporary (only take them if you are not a schizoid or have family with anyone with schizophrenia)

 

[Mecoja]

I feel you bro, entire life is one bad thing after another and so on and on. Even by chance something good should happen sometimes, by an accident. But no, only misery. Thats why i dont believe in coincidences and chances, its all predetermined to fail. Maybe this all already happened and nothing can change.

 

[WeirdPanda]

I feel you bro, entire life is one bad thing after another and so on and on. Even by chance something good should happen sometimes, by an accident. But no, only misery. Thats why i dont believe in coincidences and chances, its all predetermined to fail. Maybe this all already happened and nothing can change.

I feel like I'm going insane. Everything seems to be out of my control. I'm at the mercy of my environment. I just want revenge on him, I want revenge.

 

[NIGGER BOJANGLES]

 

[WeirdPanda]

I just want to die. I can't do anything. Listening to fucking, suicidal music while thinking about all the possible scenarios where my head could split open in half and turn me in to the abyss. Gore gore gore, leaving me disfigured. I want my soul to fucking vanish. I've seen enough. I'm tired of being FUCKED OVER. Wretched.

I can't do anything, I'm too weak. Too weak. Too fucking weak!

 

[Caesercel]

, someone who in the end admitted that he didn't want me to have a good life, because that would be hurting him.

>He can still make human connections.

Just lmao. Fakecel if you don't have a natural fight or flight response to humans

 

[Fed_911]

Can't even think about anything rationally anymore. I feel traumatized. I hate life. All of life is pain. All of it is just shit on top of shit that makes everything ever shittier.

Relateable af man

 

[NIGGER BOJANGLES]

I just want to die. I can't do anything. Listening to fucking, suicidal music while thinking about all the possible scenarios where my head could split open in half and turn me in to the abyss. Gore gore gore, leaving me disfigured. I want my soul to fucking vanish. I've seen enough. I'm tired of being FUCKED OVER. Wretched.

I can't do anything, I'm too weak. Too weak. Too fucking weak!

Brutal feeling like this as a youngcel. I know the feeling though and this extreme sadness turns into more of a bitter jaded numbness as you get older

 

[Fed_911]

someone who in the end admitted that he didn't want me to have a good life, because that would be hurting him.

 

[guessthatsit]

Same. I feel hopeless, tired and lost 24x7. Its like I am living through an eternal dreadful autumn fog while others enjoy a warm summer. It hurts to think about what my life could have been if I wasn't such a loser.

 

[Fed_911]

I can't do anything, I'm too weak. Too weak. Too fucking weak!

Same thing here

Nothing you can do about it mang. You received the worst roll of the die and you live only once.

You’ll never be him :


View: https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=_OAIkAsxHPw&pp=ygUTTmF0ZSBqYWNvYnMgbGFicmludA%3D%3D

 

[Fed_911]

Same. I feel hopeless, tired and lost 24x7. Its like I am living through an eternal dreadful autumn fog while others enjoy a warm summer. It hurts to think about what my life could have been if I wasn't such a loser.

I feel like a fucking spectator who can’t do shit

Born to rot in the basement

I’m a fucking loser who was brought here to make others stand out

 

[Fed_911]

He can still make human connections.

Mogs most of us here

 

[WeirdPanda]

Mogs most of us here

I'm feeling physical pain all over my body from all of the mental pain I've been feeling. Human connection is overrated if it means you have to go through hell on moments like these...

 

[Razielcel]

Brutal feeling like this as a youngcel. I know the feeling though and this extreme sadness turns into more of a bitter jaded numbness as you get older

Accurate.

 

[Lonelyus]

We are incel that is why we suffer

 

[Emba]

Put a hat on