Colera
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I'll be 30 years old soon.
30 years without ever having had a hug, having given a kiss or even fucked a girl.
30 years of living alone without work, without a license, without a car, without real friends.
I am alone, I am thinking of planning my funeral in total solitude just as I have spent my entire existence. But I don't know how much a funeral actually costs, even the crudest and cheapest one ... I just want to be cremated and my ashes scattered in the midst of what little nature they have not yet eliminated.
I hope to be reborn as a phoenix in a new body. At worst I hope for a future baby with cancer rather than yet another incel shit life.
30 years without ever having had a hug, having given a kiss or even fucked a girl.
30 years of living alone without work, without a license, without a car, without real friends.
I am alone, I am thinking of planning my funeral in total solitude just as I have spent my entire existence. But I don't know how much a funeral actually costs, even the crudest and cheapest one ... I just want to be cremated and my ashes scattered in the midst of what little nature they have not yet eliminated.
I hope to be reborn as a phoenix in a new body. At worst I hope for a future baby with cancer rather than yet another incel shit life.