SuicideFuel I don't want to go to work anymore - Not if it means encuntering people

[AntiPain]

In order to get to work I have to go through long distances on a DAILY basis - Which means seeing lots of normies, roasties, and people in general just male feel like shit.
I can't ignore all of the sounds and the sights, it fucking triggers my brain, and it leaves ugly scars on my soul for the rest of the day which only builds up.
The days are empty of meaning and full of discomfort and anxiety.

At least when I'm at home I can just cope a bit without seeing so many people.
I sometimes wish I had the ability to just toggle a deaf and blind mode to my will so I can just have some inner silence.

 

[nxdismycope]

tbh i quitted my job because of similar reasons but i think im regretting it. neeting is bad.

 

[nice_try]

neeting is bad.

Only if you do it for too long.
I neeted for roughly a year and it was an amazing time, but I wouldn't want to do it for a longer period of time.

 

[AntiPain]

tbh i quitted my job because of similar reasons but i think im regretting it. neeting is bad.

I don't want to neet forever but still - I don't want this. My workplace is specifically at a place that requires me to go through many people on a daily basis which means extreme stimulation for my defective brain - So many sights, sounds and other info that goes through my brain which makes me nervous, sad and frustrated - On a daily basis. Not having anything good or meaningful to help me forget the terror I go through everyday is what makes collapse. It's as if I eat extremely hot sauces without any fucking chicken or food to help balance the effect of it, and normies have that chicken.

 

[Deleted member 14577]

wagecucking is hell

 

[AntiPain]

wagecucking is hell

Cold and cloudy winter nights are so great, definitely much better than shit sunny days with many people to encounter on.

 

[rahultmnt]

Job is supposed to suck.. that's why you're getting paid for it.. jfl at this idiot.
however , if you think you deserve more salary and you have the skills , then leave

 

[Deleted member 6470]

Try to get disability.

 

[Unmerited]

Should've stemcelmaxxed and work in a quiet forensics lab with the few NPC's who keep to themselves for minimum wage tbh tbh

 

[AntiPain]

Should've stemcelmaxxed and work in a quiet forensics lab with the few NPC's who keep to themselves for minimum wage tbh tbh

I'm too stupid for STEM, funny how my skills are most beneficial for social people which I'm not.

 

[Deleted member 1983]

dont do it boyo wageslaving money is better than being jobless.

 

[Father_Gascoigne]

I think high anxiety and high inhibition is your issue. Take some anxiety pills before going to work.

 

[GeneticDysfunction]

Job is supposed to suck.. that's why you're getting paid for it.. jfl at this idiot.
however , if you think you deserve more salary and you have the skills , then leave

It only sucks because we are ugly incels

 

[Remyx]

That's why I hate working any other shift, but overnight

 

[Сталкер]

Is wagecucking better than going to school?

 

[nekomimimodo]

Is wagecucking better than going to school?

You can avoid talking to people in school most of the time, but in most jobs social interaction is obligatory to get shit done

 

[LDARBuddah]

Go NEET

 

[Indari]

do you take public transport or something?

Job is supposed to suck.. that's why you're getting paid for it.. jfl at this idiot.
however , if you think you deserve more salary and you have the skills , then leave

 

[TheReaper]

before leaving this work you could try to find a job that doesn't require human conctact.
For example, I worked in a bakery for two years.
total staff was me + 3 people(during the night so there aren't normies or roasties).

 

[Сталкер]

You can avoid talking to people in school most of the time, but in most jobs social interaction is obligatory to get shit done

I don't really know but I feel like the amount of social pressure in school is far worse than the one you have in some jobs. If you stay alone in class and don't talk with anyone people will start to making fun of you or will do anything in their possibilities to isolate you even more (sometimes even with the help of professors).
Honestly I would prefer a job (even an extremely tiresome one) to the current situation I'm in. At least I would get paid for feeling like shit all the time.

 

[nekomimimodo]

I don't really know but I feel like the amount of social pressure in school is far worse than the one you have in some jobs. If you stay alone in class and don't talk with anyone people will start to making fun of you or will do anything in their possibilities to isolate you even more (sometimes even with the help of professors).
Honestly I would prefer a job (even an extremely tiresome one) to the current situation I'm in. At least I would get paid for feeling like shit all the time.

It heavily depends on the job, really. In school if you stay silent you might get some glares and people isolating you but at the end of the day you can get by if you have good grades. In some jobs instead interacting with people is basically obligatory. The trick would be getting a job where you merely have to concentrate on the task at hand and social interaction is at a minimum, I'm guessing warehouses jobs might be like that.
Also in my opinion working is more enjoyable than studyng, at least you get paid for it.

 

[AntiPain]

do you take public transport or something?

Yes, horrible. I had enough of this, it's okay from time to time MAYBE - Not on a daily basis.

 

[Сталкер]

It heavily depends on the job, really. In school if you stay silent you might get some glares and people isolating you but at the end of the day you can get by if you have good grades. In some jobs instead interacting with people is basically obligatory. The trick would be getting a job where you merely have to concentrate on the task at hand and social interaction is at a minimum, I'm guessing warehouses jobs might be like that.
Also in my opinion working is more enjoyable than studyng, at least you get paid for it.

I agree with almost anything you've said, but although I cannot speak for experience, I think that teenagers can be much bigger assholes than adults; they are really good at making sure that your experience with the educational system will be the worst possible ever. While I think that adults tend to mind their own business and interfere less.
And most of the time you can quit a shitty job (if you live in a decent country) for something different; but changing school is complicated and will definitely make your problems even bigger.

 

[nekomimimodo]

I agree with almost anything you've said, but although I cannot speak for experience, I think that teenagers can be much bigger assholes than adults; they are really good at making sure that your experience with the educational system will be the worst possible ever. While I think that adults tend to mind their own business and interfere less.

You raise a good point there. Teenagers can be bigger assholes than adults, usually at your job they won't care as long as you don't fuck up and pretend to be busy.
and for quitting your job I guess that yeah, I guess if you live in a good country you can, but I'm a 3rd worldcel so I can't say much about that. People here tend to keep their jobs as shitty as they may be until they are 100% sure they can get a new one.

 

[Grotesque]

I don't want to neet forever but still - I don't want this.

Wageslavery is not going to get better, lad.

The bad thing about going NEETbux is once you go through the process to get there, getting out is 10x harder.

It's a tough decision for incels.

 

[Insomniac]

NEET life is best life

 

[bimmercel]

dont do it boyo wageslaving money is better than being jobless.

 

[AncapFAG]

Neetbuxxing with crypto investing

 

[Michael15651]

Try to get disability.

 

[PaulSmenis]

In order to get to work I have to go through long distances on a DAILY basis - Which means seeing lots of normies, roasties, and people in general just male feel like shit.
I can't ignore all of the sounds and the sights, it fucking triggers my brain, and it leaves ugly scars on my soul for the rest of the day which only builds up.
The days are empty of meaning and full of discomfort and anxiety.

At least when I'm at home I can just cope a bit without seeing so many people.
I sometimes wish I had the ability to just toggle a deaf and blind mode to my will so I can just have some inner silence.

Sure...it takes extreme discipline to be able to consistently control where your attention and focus aligns. Especially when dealing with the distractions of society at large, being out and about among the masses.

It's one reason I've obsessively practiced various forms of meditation for some years. I don't want this broken, backward world to be able to completely dominate my internal condition.

 

[Deleted member 1983]

dont see how accurate statements are bluepill, i hate being a wageslave as much as any other incel, contributing to a fucked society but atleast i have some expendable income.

 

[Mainländer]

Only if you do it for too long.
I neeted for roughly a year and it was an amazing time, but I wouldn't want to do it for a longer period of time.

It's only bad for a long period of time because you start to be afraid of the future. If you can pull permaNEEting off for whatever reason, go for it. Or just go to college and stall things there not to feel to isolated and unproductive (in the case of countries with free college at least).

 

[Deleted member 6214]

In order to get to work I have to go through long distances on a DAILY basis - Which means seeing lots of normies, roasties, and people in general just male feel like shit.
I can't ignore all of the sounds and the sights, it fucking triggers my brain, and it leaves ugly scars on my soul for the rest of the day which only builds up.
The days are empty of meaning and full of discomfort and anxiety.

At least when I'm at home I can just cope a bit without seeing so many people.
I sometimes wish I had the ability to just toggle a deaf and blind mode to my will so I can just have some inner silence.

how the fuck do you read my mind like that.

i also hate the 1hr journey to work.