Serious I don’t want to go outside anymore

[CHOoseWisely123]

Everywhere I go as an Autistic Man I get fucking humiliated, it’s so demoralizing.

Went to a bar with my other autistic Friend and it was packed noisy and rowdy, couldn’t find a place to sit and as I’m walking around some neurotypicals blurt out that we were queer fags and that I should get a haircut.

Leave that place and go to another place and people literally stop talking to each other and start talking about us behind our backs as if we weren’t in the same fucking room and we couldn’t overhear them.

Can’t even go outside anymore as an undesirable excess male, constantly being berated Man I can’t fucking take this shit.

There’s no reason to work, no reason to go to college, no reason to go outside, no reason to live.

Dude I can’t fucking do this shit anymore.

 

[curryboy420]

Damn lunchtime rowdies

 

[Choler]

go CHO

 

[bathlete]

this is how i process it: earshot = stereotypical = neuromiracle

can’t remember the last time i’ve been outside, went to many interviews including a bar and tanked the interview of course. even though it’s all so stereotypical i tell myself to pump up for interviews and leaving my room, it’s benumbingly ridiculous to see what’ll happen before it officially impacts my next prolonged streak because it takes most of my energy to fail at ensuring my timing that’s off to ntfags. timing is all a part of presentable zeal and involuntary methods of barriers substituted for overpriced stakes which i’ve never entertained as a pastime

 

[JKlancecaster069]

I don't go outside unless necessary

 

[Skyrim]

I don't go outside unless necessary

 

[FreeCipher]

I don't go outside unless necessary

 

[Jud Pottah]

I don't go outside unless necessary

 

[rxnjoyy19669]

I don't go outside unless necessary

 

[The Abyss]

Outside only sucks because you're perceived as lower than average. Ugly, short or ND.

 

[Mistake]

I don't go outside unless necessary

 

[TheJester]

I don't go outside unless necessary

 

[Hoppipolla]

I hide a lot too.

To be fair unless you're out with friends it often doesn't feel like there's much to go out for.

I like the nighttime. Much more peaceful and you feel like you have a bit more space from others because they can hardly see you, lol

Of course it requires a reasonably safe area though.