Venting I don’t want to fap today

[macncheeseaustralia]

I want to codemaxx
i want to leave my home and not be stuck in this prison
i keep having to battle my intrusive thoughts, my traumas, the rejections and the horrible things people have said to me

i want to escape and live my purpose

but if I don’t leave in the next hour or so when the library opens - I know imma be fapping the whole day to porn. I can edge for like 10 hours (srs)

 

[Intellau_Celistic]

Faggot

His actual reason is something he can whine about eternally.

 

[Adolf Hitler]

Then don't then

 

[Cletus Longthing]

Ops daily routine

 

[Intellau_Celistic]

View: https://youtu.be/UAYRbgA0xIk

 

[Intellau_Celistic]

View: https://youtu.be/UAYRbgA0xIk?t=285


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Re: Should I get BC?

Subjective_Anon Join Date: 2016-03-08 Post Count: 157

#190383524Friday, June 03, 2016 4:56 PM CDT Do As You Desire. Builder's Club Is An Excellent Service. As You Can See, I Am Enjoying My Outrageous Builder's Club Hat Right Now.Good Day, Ally.

 

[Intellau_Celistic]

It Is Truly Difficult To Live With Such An Enormous IQ

Moronism Join Date: 2010-02-08 Post Count: 451 #183567345Saturday, February 13, 2016 11:26 PM CST Hello adolescent schoolchildren.Lately, I have explored the territory surrounding my place of dwelling. And during each individual expedition, I noted the magnificent geometrical patterns throughout nature. The mere nodes of a single leaf bind together to form often semi-curved yet white, "embedded" lines. It is beautiful.Upon returning home, I thought excessively about the situation. And then I came to a horrid and unfortunate realization: The vast majority of civilians are incapable of recognizing simple mathematical patterns within nature.I was repulsed by that truthful realization. Mathematics is one of the fundamental components of abstraction. Recognizing the connection of concepts via mathematical knowledge is imperative to understanding the functionality of a system. Basic Calculus describes sequences. Yet, individuals of average intelligence cannot understand simple abstraction without a calculator(And calculators focus only on blatant computation, as computers are computational devices), which they can very rarely utilize efficiently. It is horrible.Nevertheless, returning to the main subject itself, I often displace myself to my local library to review scientific/mathematical books, and determine whether they are fit to be replenished within the finite collection. After analysis, I subsequently inform the menial laborers of my decision.It frequently baffles me that individuals such as Gilbert Strang(Who feigns supposed knowledge of basic Linear Algebra principles) are glorified by the employees there. Gilbert lacks sufficient knowledge of the subject he is speaking about. As does the majority of MIT instructors. They are novices who have gained supposed "credibility" via media manipulation.Linear Algebra is much more abstractly-concrete and fundamental than what Gilbert or his colleagues can convey it to be. Strang's "Linear Algebra" is successful only because of pseudo-pedagogy.Allow me to elaborate in a much more humble manner: I have attained exactly 157 IQ units. My spatial-reasoning greatly exceeds that of the typical individual, and this is evident by the many physics engines that I constructed on Unix-based systems using only C and SDL as my available utility tool.Yet, my proficiency in geometrical/trigonometrical manipulation is a mere thousandth of my overall capabilities. On various occasions, I have also solved many abstract, post-PhD level problems within the ranges of number-theory/model-theory.It is often distressing to visit Internet forums to discuss my intelligence level, given that reference to basic philosophical principles quickly confuses those who have a lower IQ than I.Strangely enough, those same individuals cannot comprehend basic vocabulary words, and they frequently mention the use of a dictionary and/or thesaurus. Why, a dictionary and/or thesaurus is redundant to understand such simplistic terminology.Well, I suppose that I should continue development of my memory-storage algorithm. I intend to simulate OS functionality using RBX.Lua, which should be relatively easy using modules.I can only hope that society stops patronizing individuals such as myself because of our superior intelligence. It is truly terrible.

bobthecheeseburger Join Date: 2012-10-26 Post Count: 2663 #183567406Saturday, February 13, 2016 11:27 PM CST Wow. Using big words. Very smart. Look how smart he is using fancy words. very smart.

 

[Intellau_Celistic]

View: https://youtu.be/UAYRbgA0xIk?t=332

 

[Kinosuke]

How do you have the energy to codemaxx?

 

[Emba]

Touché!

 

[lifelongkhhv]

I'm codemaxxing crazily too today, in which prjects are you working on?

 

[Dramus17]

Same, brother.

 

[macncheeseaustralia]

I'm codemaxxing crazily too today, in which prjects are you working on?

Tried to do a react js tutorial on a air bnb clone

 

[lifelongkhhv]

Tried to do a react js tutorial on a air bnb clone

Go create your own projects

 

[macncheeseaustralia]

Go create your own projects

Are you also front end maxxing

 

[lastchancel]

10 hours of edging? Sober?

 

[lifelongkhhv]

Are you also front end maxxing

Im randomprojectsmaxxing to my portfolio and try to get some shitty job