Sadly women aren't like this. The ideal picture in your head is just that; an idealization.
Real life women are shallow, materialistic and cruel to men they deem unattractive. Relationship is 100% transctional; you pay with your looks - because it appeals to their primitive breeding instinct and may envoke """love""". But in reality it's just physical attraction. If you don't have the funds (looks) you have to convince a woman to spread her legs for you with some other trade good; status, money, fame, ect. The issue with those 'trade goods' is that theyre much, much lower on the 'value' scale compared to simply looking sexually appealing. Not only that, women are fickle and know they're already advantaged; they chose you, not the other way around. You'd be with a woman because she willingly lets you be with her (as a sub5 beta orbiter or betabuxx).
It means that they can raise the bar endlessly and force you to be their workhorse until they exploit you for everything you can give them, until they literally suck you dry, be it financially, status-wise, attention, ect. Your average oofy doofy will never think about breaking up with a woman unless she literally physically abuses him every day; and EVEN THEN he may still choose to be with her. They're THAT fucking desperate for pussy. Some of them delude themselves with bluepill and say that 'its just tough love!' or 'shes just testing me'! Nigga, shes hitting you!
Anyway. After they are done sucking you dry, they can simply jump ship and leave you sinking. (divorce rape + alimony + new betabuxx).
Why can they do that? Because even married women have orbiters. There are hundreds of guy who will gladly butt into a relationship with a married woman. The competition NEVER fucking ends if you aren't Chad. You're fated to be a dummy slave worker for a woman while you slowly work yourself to death and "thank" yourself for this incredible privilege of being with some mediorce bitch who will pretend to love you just to exploit you and stab you in the back when she's done using you.
Does that sound miserable? I don't blame you for fantasizing about women who aren't basically callous, psychopathic monsters. I sometimes imagine that there is a foid who loves me despite me looking like a subhuman. It's feels good to just dream about something like that and not deal with reality. But in the end... it's just that. Fiction. And since its fiction, whether you like it or not, reality will FORCE you to wake up one day.
We will be forced to acknowledge our miserable existence again whether we like it or not. The allure of love works on every person on this planet. Even people like psychopaths desire to be loved, even though they themselves are incapable of loving others. We are literally HARD-WIRED to seek love.
There is something really dangerous about daydreaming and fantasizing like that, beyond the inevitable crash with reality; you might relapse into bluepill. The more you focus on your pain, the more it will become unbearable. Do that too often and the lies of bluepill will become very, very alluring to you, if only to escape the miserable reality for another moment. And it will work; you will fall into the trap of self-improvement, maybe you will somehow pull a bitch through betabuxxing! And then what? THen she will do what she does with every other betabuxx; parasitize and remove. It's the equivalent of pumping&dumping, but for females. She's going to leech & dispose you. Leech & dispose, and then you will end up being blackpilled again, except with a VERY, VERY bad memory and a psychological scar that will never heal because you set yourself for failure from the get-go by rejecting reality and living in a fantasy. And no fantasy survives a crash with reality.
That's what you want. Grow some balls and open your fuckin eyes. They hate us
