Deleted member 7448
Name is Abdu, live in Laos, born on 24.08.1992.
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Even if we all ascended right now, I don't think we'd be happy for very long.
Men in general need to create/produce something of value to be fulfilled and feel like a man. But guys like us, who are unfortunately inferior in looks/stature and thus not appreciated by society like strong and handsome men, we actually NEED to find something to create and produce so we can feel like we have worth.
It's one of my greatest wished to find an interest, a passion where I can create something and actually love doing it so much that it doesn't even feel like work. To want to do it so much that I'd prefer it over just rotting away and browsing the internet or playing games. Alas, my brain has been a depressed piece of shit for way too many years, and now I can't find anything to be interested in no matter how many years I've tried. And I'd probably never have the required energy and discipline to keep at it if I did find such an activity.
Though still, finding a passion that I actually enjoy and want to pour my soul into where I could create something of value and actually make money of it, that's my dream.
Men in general need to create/produce something of value to be fulfilled and feel like a man. But guys like us, who are unfortunately inferior in looks/stature and thus not appreciated by society like strong and handsome men, we actually NEED to find something to create and produce so we can feel like we have worth.
It's one of my greatest wished to find an interest, a passion where I can create something and actually love doing it so much that it doesn't even feel like work. To want to do it so much that I'd prefer it over just rotting away and browsing the internet or playing games. Alas, my brain has been a depressed piece of shit for way too many years, and now I can't find anything to be interested in no matter how many years I've tried. And I'd probably never have the required energy and discipline to keep at it if I did find such an activity.
Though still, finding a passion that I actually enjoy and want to pour my soul into where I could create something of value and actually make money of it, that's my dream.
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