Joelossus
high T af, and a psychopath
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I mean sure, there have been girls who i wanted to fuck in the past, but that's more or less it. I never really had a crush on a non fictional foid, because i liked her as a human being. And no, that's not because i'm a toxic misogynist, who sees women as walking masturbation devices.
No, i wanted to fall in love with a girl, i wanted to have a crush on a girl, who wasn't a celebrity, nor a cartoon or video game character. But the way pretty much all the girls, i meet throughout my lifetime behaved, was just not how i wanted my potential girlfriend to behave. I wanted a soft, nice, caring girl who shared some of my hobbys, who didn't acted either like a slut or like a obnoxious, entitled spoiled brat.
I still remember walking aimlessly through my hometown, while skipping school, daydreaming about having such a girl at my site, with whom i could skip school together, who would play video games with me, who would watch movies with me, who would stay up late at night with me, talking about god and the universe, who would support me when i was feeling down, and tell me that everything will be alright, someone who just accepts me for who i am.
But unfortunately i never meet such a girl, the girls who i had contact with, would either just ignore me, or straight up insult me, for no particular reason, other then me existing too close to them. The truth is, that what i want doesn't exists in this reality, at least not for someone like me. Coming to the realization that women, are cold hearted, animals who can only really fall in love with chad, destroyed me.
It's no wonder that so many incels cope, by having waifus. Since waifus are the only way, they can get what they actually desire. Even when it only takes please within their own heads. Btw, for anyone interested in reading more about, why waifus are probably the better option opposed to actual foids, i highly recommend reading the thread "a man's love for his waifu is the only true romantic love" by @LiterallyASoyboy
No, i wanted to fall in love with a girl, i wanted to have a crush on a girl, who wasn't a celebrity, nor a cartoon or video game character. But the way pretty much all the girls, i meet throughout my lifetime behaved, was just not how i wanted my potential girlfriend to behave. I wanted a soft, nice, caring girl who shared some of my hobbys, who didn't acted either like a slut or like a obnoxious, entitled spoiled brat.
I still remember walking aimlessly through my hometown, while skipping school, daydreaming about having such a girl at my site, with whom i could skip school together, who would play video games with me, who would watch movies with me, who would stay up late at night with me, talking about god and the universe, who would support me when i was feeling down, and tell me that everything will be alright, someone who just accepts me for who i am.
But unfortunately i never meet such a girl, the girls who i had contact with, would either just ignore me, or straight up insult me, for no particular reason, other then me existing too close to them. The truth is, that what i want doesn't exists in this reality, at least not for someone like me. Coming to the realization that women, are cold hearted, animals who can only really fall in love with chad, destroyed me.
It's no wonder that so many incels cope, by having waifus. Since waifus are the only way, they can get what they actually desire. Even when it only takes please within their own heads. Btw, for anyone interested in reading more about, why waifus are probably the better option opposed to actual foids, i highly recommend reading the thread "a man's love for his waifu is the only true romantic love" by @LiterallyASoyboy
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