Serious I don't think I care anymore.

[ItsTrulyOver]

You can only be depressed and selfe loathe so much.

I'm just not going to bother anymore.

Thinking about this too much is fucking me up. If I don't ascend, then oh well. Better luck next life. I want to empty my mind of all negative thoughts and just cope, cope until I can't anymore.

Seriously, these last days this shit is all I can think about, I just want to go back to having the innocent mind of my child-self. Thinking about nothing but my interests all day.

I want to live a life where I am unaware of my issues. A life where I have no clue what I look like and pretend as if nobody sees me.

The stress from this is fucking me up so much I look like a 40 year old at this point so this will be my plan going forward.

At least I can take care of my health so I don't have to suffer even more.

 

[AtrociousCitizen]

I feel you, man. My brain is constantly filled with thoughts about my problems, the state of the world, and the nature of the blackpill. Some days, I wish I could go back to being a child, ignorant and unaware of all the suffering and problems that come with being an adult in this world. It's exhausting and all consuming. But I can't go back, so all I can do is cope with the reality I'm living in.

 

[blackraven]

i know this is fake empathy bait post because of the formatted text, and the lack of bullshit irrelevant story about elementary school oneitis, that OP doesn't want to acknowledge has been ran through atleast a couple of times by now

 

[justuseless]

Its honestly the best way

 

[Ernst22]

drop my name in your manifesto brocel

 

[Just say NIGGER!]

I live like this. Simply stopped caring about my situation and now I feel much better and get more things done

 

[Bitter_And_Angry]

I would also like to go back to my childhood, almost everything was better back then, except for school and bullies.

 

[curryboy420]

I almost don't care but I hate being reminded of my past from seeing my family and their house and their arguing shit where they always blame me and each other and shit like that and all the spots where I've screamed at people over shit and whatever it stops me from being able to relax my mind

If I could leave my home town permanently I would be less effected by my childhood and this incel shit

 

[UglyDumbass]

You can only be depressed and selfe loathe so much.

I'm just not going to bother anymore.

Thinking about this too much is fucking me up. If I don't ascend, then oh well. Better luck next life. I want to empty my mind of all negative thoughts and just cope, cope until I can't anymore.

Seriously, these last days this shit is all I can think about, I just want to go back to having the innocent mind of my child-self. Thinking about nothing but my interests all day.

I want to live a life where I am unaware of my issues. A life where I have no clue what I look like and pretend as if nobody sees me.

The stress from this is fucking me up so much I look like a 40 year old at this point so this will be my plan going forward.

At least I can take care of my health so I don't have to suffer even more.

you read my mind. I just wish my copes could work again. i wish i could go back in time when i didn’t care about anyone or anything. When i just enjoyed doing whatever i did. z sometimes i would get a small hint of depression back then but it was extremely rare. Now its everyday and its painful thoughts constantly. i’m loosing my mind