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Well, I'm 27 and I have certified OCD and an my IQ is certified low ( no jokes ).
I had problems in high school in scientific subjects.
I have good verbal skills and I'm self aware unfortunately.
BTW I have an OCD about grooming and some years ago I made a lot of mistakes because I kept cutting my hair to 0 mm everyday for 1 hr straight or I had the weirdest haircut ever.
My head shape is similar to Tyler 1 with kinky coarse hair + nw2 with receding temples.
I went to school with a buzzcut where I left some completely bald spots on my head.
I tried to cope by gymcelling but people probably took me like I was just an autist.
I used to check myself in the mirror very often and I was always with my biceps flexed/pushed on my body to make it look bigger.
My peers treat me actually like a butt of jokes, irl I'm like George Mcfly ( very passive) and I come off as nice/naive guy.
People often talk to me like they would talk to a baby.
I worked as waiter and I had problems processing infos; also I made a lot of mistake because I'm uncoordinated/goofy.
People told me I'm.always disconnected and I zone out very often thinking about conversations exc.
Sometimes I daydream and laugh/smile and people look at me like a weirdo.
In the past I even had some nervous unstoppable laughter for like 30 minutes, like I was having a seizure.
Sometimes at home when I'm excured about something I have mania episodes where I run for some seconds, similar to zoomies that animals have. Keep in mind this happens only at home with no people watching.
People used to tell me when I talk sometimes I stop mid sentence or it seems like I can't complete the sentence.
Also small talk is a problem because I'm not quick on my feet and I take too much time to reply ( and often come as awkward too ).
At 27 I have no idea how I can help myself
I had problems in high school in scientific subjects.
I have good verbal skills and I'm self aware unfortunately.
BTW I have an OCD about grooming and some years ago I made a lot of mistakes because I kept cutting my hair to 0 mm everyday for 1 hr straight or I had the weirdest haircut ever.
My head shape is similar to Tyler 1 with kinky coarse hair + nw2 with receding temples.
I went to school with a buzzcut where I left some completely bald spots on my head.
I tried to cope by gymcelling but people probably took me like I was just an autist.
I used to check myself in the mirror very often and I was always with my biceps flexed/pushed on my body to make it look bigger.
My peers treat me actually like a butt of jokes, irl I'm like George Mcfly ( very passive) and I come off as nice/naive guy.
People often talk to me like they would talk to a baby.
I worked as waiter and I had problems processing infos; also I made a lot of mistake because I'm uncoordinated/goofy.
People told me I'm.always disconnected and I zone out very often thinking about conversations exc.
Sometimes I daydream and laugh/smile and people look at me like a weirdo.
In the past I even had some nervous unstoppable laughter for like 30 minutes, like I was having a seizure.
Sometimes at home when I'm excured about something I have mania episodes where I run for some seconds, similar to zoomies that animals have. Keep in mind this happens only at home with no people watching.
People used to tell me when I talk sometimes I stop mid sentence or it seems like I can't complete the sentence.
Also small talk is a problem because I'm not quick on my feet and I take too much time to reply ( and often come as awkward too ).
At 27 I have no idea how I can help myself
