Caesercel
Take a look to the sky just before you die.
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Earlier when I had some faith left I used to target my anger at God. For making things this way. That way I had something to target and release all my anger and hatred on.
But now that I've realised that this "God" personality exists nowhere but in my own head that support is gone. I've all this anger burning like a tempest but nowhere to direct it at, no one to blame. Just fucked up by random fate. So its all just burning inside me.
But there's a silver lining, if there's no god then this world is truly chaos. Tomorrow I could end up on the streets but I could also end up rich af with every roastie itching to suck my dick. At least there's no divine entity purposefully giving me his "toughest battles".
But now that I've realised that this "God" personality exists nowhere but in my own head that support is gone. I've all this anger burning like a tempest but nowhere to direct it at, no one to blame. Just fucked up by random fate. So its all just burning inside me.
But there's a silver lining, if there's no god then this world is truly chaos. Tomorrow I could end up on the streets but I could also end up rich af with every roastie itching to suck my dick. At least there's no divine entity purposefully giving me his "toughest battles".