its true, i dont
Brutal second post
impossible to find joy as an incel
temporary and fleeting joy comes with copes that are short lived
drug Maxxx
I feel you
i smoke weed but its a temporary fix
You need to take psychedelics and listen to psychedelic rock
Probably one of the better experiences I’ve had but I’ve been sober for 3 months now I only consume caffeine from coffee that’s about it since I’m trying to lose the fat now and not eat as much
any pshyedelics in particular ?
I feel you
Well for a start shrooms are a good choice if you wanna stay the natural route
“life ain’t nothing but bitches and money”-Ice CubeI feel you
Interesting, Did you feel any of the "rewiring" and "fixing depression and anxiety" thing that people talk about? Any unique Inkwell experience on them? Bad trips?
Anhedonia
Meh I mean it was only once I had gotten shrooms from my ex dealer who put them in for free as I was making a purchase for a THC vape cartridge.
There wasn’t a “ rewiring ” experience that I had but I can tell about the trip so here’s a kinda long story.
So after I had gotten my weed and shrooms from my dealer I went back to my college dorm( this was my first semester of freshman year college) good thing was my roomate was gone so I could smoke and eat the shrooms, so first I had a decent smoke while watching some invader zim on my tv.
An hour goes by I get the munchies and I’m hungry I get some food from the fridge and make pbj sandwiches with a glass of whole milk, once I was done with that I decided to put in my wireless skull candy earbuds, and then I took the shrooms first 10 mins didn’t do anything I had to wait for 30 mins for the effects to kick in while listening to music .
So the everything starts getting really fucking misshaped like the walls are getting bigger my hands are getting smaller( if you’ve ever played gta v, when you get drunk in the game everything seems like everything is wobbling) and time didn’t feel real if at all everything was slow also I looked at my hand and whenever I would move my hand side to side it would create this light trail that would follow my hand as for what I felt emotionally? Well I was more in like this awe state like everything seemed super cool or something l.
I remember the songs I was listening to
Here’s a couple that I remember
View: https://youtu.be/c9i9ZQ0231E?si=tYJAkgpXHVtfQxuj
View: https://youtu.be/wa3qqfgp1Ns?si=dp7CBf3_G8GdpXfO
https://youtu.be/2tOutF8B3f8?si=cBIx5p01E9jW-cZ
I will tell you though, the music experience on psychedelics are really really more entertaining? Like it’s 10x more enjoyable and I can hyper focus on any instrument that the songs were using.
everything is ruined
Whats your thoughts on Alcohol is it too risky or worth a go to cope with loneliness?
Alcohol? Well I mean unless you’re gonna drive or go out in public I wouldn’t reccomend but it’s a decent cope only problem is the fucking hangovers are absolutely awful you’re headache is 10x worse and normally I would throw up so it’s kinda like a fee to temporary enjoyment I guess
Do you plan on taking psychedelics? If so make sure not to be stressed out or have some sort of anxiety attack because I do hear it will make the trip bad rather than good
The temptation is there like I saw this old video of SNEAKO and he was talking about how LSD saved him and made him confront his repressed thoughts and shit:
View: https://youtu.be/MOTmLMoV8PA?si=Emnj6x7vZyp8cjlM
There is also proof of that whole 1960s music counter culture was run by CIA connections, "Weird scenes inside the canyon" by Dave Mcgown
And also this:
View: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5_XqzzujXh4
I'm not sure, I'll think about it
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Yeah same its hard to do anything. Everything feels like a chore.
Life isn't to be enjoyed for us. We play on impossible mode. One day we will probably uninstall and quit. But, not today.
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