latin_elioth
Hope is the worst of all evils
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I feel like I am living in automatic like a rock falling, my life is devoided of all meaning
I'm just working because I have to provide for my useless family, but honestly, I think I would spend my whole money in escorts (I am rapidly losing even that desire) because I don't want anything, not a new phone, a computer rig or console, a laptop or clothes. I don't watch new TV series or goes to the movies, and I am no longer excited about new game releases.
I don't want anything I just want to die, everything seems so tasteless. My social circle extremely reduced and I don't have girls in it. I don't even have an oneitis. Strangely I don't feel hurt or angry anymore.
I don't know if any other fellow Incels over here feels this way
But I am afraid Inceldom has destroyed my mind beyond repair. But I wasn't this way, I used to want stuff for the new Samsung or watch the latest Marvel movie, or buy the new GTX. But since I came to the conclusion that I would never find love everything became gray.
I'm just working because I have to provide for my useless family, but honestly, I think I would spend my whole money in escorts (I am rapidly losing even that desire) because I don't want anything, not a new phone, a computer rig or console, a laptop or clothes. I don't watch new TV series or goes to the movies, and I am no longer excited about new game releases.
I don't want anything I just want to die, everything seems so tasteless. My social circle extremely reduced and I don't have girls in it. I don't even have an oneitis. Strangely I don't feel hurt or angry anymore.
I don't know if any other fellow Incels over here feels this way
But I am afraid Inceldom has destroyed my mind beyond repair. But I wasn't this way, I used to want stuff for the new Samsung or watch the latest Marvel movie, or buy the new GTX. But since I came to the conclusion that I would never find love everything became gray.